God has been with me through all my ups and downs of life; even before I was totally aware of His presence, He was already preparing me. Those times I felt He had abandoned me, that was not Him having left me but I who had distanced myself from Him. He has never left me...
He is molding me into the person he needs for me to be to accomplish the dream that lies within me. It is a monumental dream, but one I have never given up on. God's timing is perfect in every way, and in His timing my dreams will all come true. I believe it with everything in me. The dream is to help my family members with financial abundance as well as other people that I have yet to meet. I want them to have a nice place to call home, plenty of food to eat, medicines that are necessary for them to stay healthy and the finances to handle any issues that may arise within their lives along the way. Helping people is what makes my heart overflow with happiness; I feel so full of love for others. I would rather give away the last dollar I had then to see someone go without something they need.
Another dream I have is to find the type love relationship I have always wanted. I have never had the kind of love my heart wants ever reciprocated back to me by my partner. Most people would say that kind of love does not exist. Oh, it does; I know it does. The timing is just not quite right for me just yet. One thing I do know is that he is out there waiting for me the same way I am waiting for him.
We are a perfect match and have been made a perfect fit for each other by the Creator. When we do come together, it will be a completely different experience from anything we have been used to in any previous relationships. It will feel electric! It will be easy. If you are having to change who you are to be with someone, they are just not the right one. True love would be with someone who you can be your authentic self with.
People go about life searching for a partner without God's guidance; He is just left out of it completely. We try to rush into things on our own and not give the right person time to come into our lives. There is a reason why all the broken relationships out there did not stand the test of time. God was missing from those relationships.
God gave us all inner knowing or our intuition for a reason. We just forget to use it when choosing the right person for us. In my past, I have tried so hard to make the wrong person fit. I am thinking maybe because I was afraid to be alone to face my past. When you go within yourself to learn the real you instead of letting your fear get the better of you, you will become more comfortable to be alone with your own thoughts. It is scary to face your dark side; however, it is necessary to connect with the light inside yourself. Once you do connect with your inner self and confront that dark side so it can be dealt with and released, you come out of it with the ability to balance your life much more appropriately. You become the best version of yourself...and the person you have always been meant to be.
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