This of course meant immediately putting the land I had purchased close to him back on the market.
I loved that property. A few months before we broke up, I would have never given that place up.
When God spoke, the decision was made and I never looked back. No plans ever came to completion on the property; and now I understand why. If something isn't part of God's plan for your life, it will never come into fruition. We were the right people coming together at the wrong time. If you make plans on your own without God as your pilot, things will never work.
Don't get me wrong, it was meant for us to meet at the time we did to bring us together to learn valuable lessons and grow in our spirituality. That past relationship was never meant to be anything but temporary.
In God's timing, He will reunite us as a healed couple within a lasting relationship that He has ordained.
It broke my heart, but I knew for me to heal properly, I had to delete all our text messages and the photos of him I had saved. This was the hardest thing in the world for me to do, erasing our relationship from my phone as though it never happened.
Well, maybe our conversations I saved are gone, but the impression he made on my heart is still with me and always will be.
My heart will not accept anyone else. He is the love of my life.
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