"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 112

Starting over in a renewed relationship after awakening that has healed your hearts, can give the relationship a second chance, with God as your foundation.  This kind of strong foundation with the creator at the center of your relationship gives a special connection what it needs, to remain strong and also grow.  Without it, neither one have the strength to power through life as we know it to be.  It refers back to the man who built his house upon the rock rather than on the sand.  Shifting sand has no foundation under it at all.  In a situation like that, one difficult circumstance can come along in this person's life and it would be all that it would take to tear them down.  Things are constantly changing and unpredictable.  It takes strength and a strong foundation to manuever through the ebb and flows of life.  Our creator knew this fact.  He knew it would take patience, but in choosing to wait for the one that is divinely guided into your life, makes all the difference.  One thing I have learned from experience is to never chase after love.  You have to realize your own worth.  If the other person does not put effort into the relationship, it just will not work.  If you are the only one pouring into the relationship,  save yourself time and heartache, walk away from it now.  Do not prolong  the inevitable.  You need to heal.  Go within yourself and ask yourself why you feel you must have that person's love and that no one else is ever going to love you.  Nothing could be further from the truth.  I know, without any doubt, there are great numbers of people who remain in unhealthy, toxic partnerships because they believe they are not worthy of a healthy relationship.  You are worthy and have always been worthy.  Life can have you so beat down that you believe you could never have the life and relationship of your dreams.  You have to heal all past traumas you have experienced.  I personally had to spend the better part of my life  surviving two marriages that were wrong before I could heal all my past trauma I had buried deeply and allow the love of my life to enter my life. It goes much deeper than just marriages.  It could have been a falling out with a sister, brother, mother or friend.  Our pent up traumas stack up and up and up, unless you begin your healing.  Some people have no understanding of how to get themselves out of this funk.  Lean on the one who is always beside you and loves you unconditionally, whether you believe it or not.  There is no better feeling than being able to let go of all the negative in your life and start living in the bright positive light of the Divine.

I Love You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 111

When you have readiness, you have a state of being coming into balance with what your soul needs.  Not only do we receive trauma during our lives in general through our circumstances, we also, unbeknownst to us, have brought forward into our present incarnation or existence, the unhealed problems of the past.  After long periods of time without healing the soul, many will refuse to go through what is necessary to heal their heart. They remain in darkness because it is more comfortable for them to remain there.

I completely understand, now today, why I never seemed to  be into going to church.  I am sure most all of us, have heard at one time or another, someone say that they do not need to go to church services to worship.

Regular weekly churchgoers would gasp, but in all honesty, persons that feel this way, have always, subconsciously, felt it to be true, but probably also felt a little guilty for feeling that way. In truth, their intuition was spot on.  I had some church activities I really enjoyed, but for the most part, I always felt I did not belong in the church overall. It just never felt right to me.  I will say this again...religion was completely man made. People who would invite you to church could lay quite a guilt trip on you for not coming through the doors when invited.  Actually connecting to the Divine only comes about usually when something triggers the person, bringing them to a desire; the readiness to go within and heal. The more you inwardly heal, you learn very quickly, that the life that you have been living has been nothing but an illusion.  This  has always been that way and planned that way to keep us from connecting to the source of all living and each other.  The very fact that churches came into existence in the first place, was to separate God's people and control them within these different religious boundaries where each church or denomination felt that their beliefs were the only ones correct. Religion was never of God and God is not someone outside of ourselves.   The truth is that He lives within us all, as well as all living things.

Each of you, without being triggered, can start your own healing process yourself by going inward and questioning your own heart and listening to the still small voice of God that helps your healing along by your sitting quietly in meditation.  He will speak to anyone who is willing to listen.  He does not ever force you because we all have free will.  We are living in a world today though that seems to have taken all of our free will out of the equasion.

On a final note, there is immeasurable darkness within the church.  Once that darkness has more light breaking through it, it cannot stand.  The issue is that without a connection to the creator, there is no light found within.  What little light there is cannot be found after the darkness has taken over.  The weaker light within is not strong enough to withstand this magnitude of darkness. 

When we are born into this world, we come with God's light within us, but over time with our hearts not receiving the healing needed, it is not seen any longer. When a person doesn't connect to the light source inside of us all, they can and will be giving over to the darkness which can indwell the ones who are not divinely connected.  In that way we realize that many people operate in negativity.  His love and patience for every one of us..... it's mindblowing. 

So praise be to our loving creator.

Please pray for all people as we journey through these changes which are coming soon.

I love you all,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 110

Having a "spirit of love" is a deep, selfless and unconditional affection that surpasses emotion.  When you have a "spirit of love" you are characterized by compassion, empathy and a deep desire for the wellbeing of others.  It is not just a feeling.  It is a way of acting and interacting with the world through kindness, patience and a willingness to serve.  While love brings strong emotions, the "spirit of love" has a deeper, more enduring quality that transcends feelings which come and go.  It goes beyond romantic love, beyond familial love and emcompasses a broader sense of connection and empathy for all of humanity.

You cultivate a mindset of compassion, forgiveness and support.

Having a spirit of love is seen as having connection to a higher power; a connection that fosters a sense of unity with all of humanity.  It encourages a shared humanity with others, even those who are different or have made mistakes.  The "spirit of love" is expressed through acts of service to others.  It may include making sacrifices for their wellbeing.  It also includes a great capacity to forgive others, being understanding of their perspectives and also to offer support in times of difficulty.

When God creates this kind of love within someone, there will be no need to fear.  When this kind of love is created between two people, it WILL NEVER FAIL.

IT HAS COME STRAIGHT FROM GOD AND GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 109

Living your life as a people- pleaser while seeming selfless, is very detrimental.  It affects your well being as well as your relationships.  It often leads to chronic stress and low self-esteem.  Setting healthy boundaries with others, well when you bend over backwards to please friends and family,  it is almost nonexistent.  While you might feel popularity, the long term consequences far outweigh the benefits.  When you have an excessive desire to please  others, you do it at the expense of your own needs.  Behaviors such as difficulty in saying no, 

apologizing excessively, taking on too much and avoiding conflict at all costs, most certainly point to you being a people-pleaser.  When you prioritize someone else's needs above your own, you are leading yourself to feelings of resentment and anxiety; and inevitably, low self-esteem.

This will most definitely result in you lowering your own self-care.

You have to make sure you prioritize you, then you can take care of someone else better, and with a better understanding.  Never allow someone else to decide how your life should go.  You are ultimately responsible for what you allow.  You deserve and are worthy of a happy life.  

Its not completely evident to the one pleasing others, but you are actually giving the other person control over you.  You do not really want that.  In an attempt to feel safe, accepted or loved, you try your best to pacify others because you are afraid of what will happen if you don't.

Break free of this way of thinking.  This is a learned behavior.  You are not born a people-pleaser.  Parents should provide children with unconditional love as they grow and develop.  Without a parent making it clear to a child that they are loved no matter what they do, a child will grow up believing love is dependent on what they do.   Be clear that you want to hear their needs.  Their opinion matters; their voice matters.  Take time to ask your child what they think and feel.  That way you are teaching them to look within themselves and not search for validation in what other's opinions are, such as well, if I do this and this, then they will love me.

Unconditional love, always...

Love and Healing Light,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 108

Starting over after a divorce is never easy.  It involves facing tough emotions and building a new support system.  It is a process of grieving, healing and rediscovering oneself while putting together new routines in your life.  

After I was divorced, I definitely had to learn who I was.  I did not ever consider myself as my own person, separate from him.  I centered my life around my husband's life.  For those of us who have been through this, we can all relate.  I had never lived on my own at that point in my life.  I did not know how to be alone.  The emotional roller coaster is nothing to laugh about.  Divorce is a significant loss.  You have to allow yourself to feel the sadness and anger.  Allow yourself to become your number one priority.  Treat yourself compassionately.  Take care of yourself by exercising, getting enough sleep and eating healthy.

Begin to build a new, strong support system. Connect with trusted friends and family or join a support group with others going through similar circumstances;  and then navigating emotional challenges will not be as difficult.  Rebuilding your life after a divorce can become one of the toughest challenges ever.

If you were from a two income home things can become extremely difficult going from two people contributing to the household down to one income coming in.  You have to create a budgeting guideline to be able to manage it successfully.

Starting with a clear plan is important.  Make savings a priority.  Money will be tight but even a small amount put back each month can really add up.

Think long term;  focus on income growth.  Work on rebuilding your credit over time.

Having little money to depend on can also strengthen your resilience.  It certainly strengthens you more than you could ever imagine. 

Through my own periods of hardship, I opened up my eyes one day and realized that I had made it a whole six months and I was still in the game; not only surviving but I was well on my way to thriving.  We are so much stronger than we ever give ourselves credit for.  It can look so scary to begin with...you feel so lost.  It's so important to acknowledge all the range of emotions you will feel.  Allow yourself some healing grace.  Give yourself lots of self love.  Do not turn yourself into a hermit.  Get out and enjoy your life.  Go out to eat with friends or go to see a movie.  I had to learn to be happy by myself.  Once upon a time, I did not like going to do something I enjoyed by myself.  Once I got used to sitting in silence with my own company, I then could experience happiness on my own.

Give yourself the chance to be alone with yourself.  In this way, so much healing is allowed to take place.  

After hermit mode is over and you have learned some of life's toughest lessons, you can then be ready to start a new relationship when the time comes.  Never look for your own happiness in another person. Search it out within yourself.

 I just placed myself in the background when married before,  as though I did not matter; not ever allowing my individuality to shine.  I put any and everyone ahead of what I wanted.  I did not know I was worthy of my own happiness.

We are all worthy of living a wonderfully fulfilling and happy life.

Love and Light,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 107

I am starting to come out of what I can only describe as a writer's block.  I have had little to no motivation.

My subject for today...

"NORMAL ISN'T COMING BACK."

Our entire world, as we know it, is changing now and trying to heal. The earth is splitting into two separate timelines as we speak. 

Learning the truth, for those of us who are still sound asleep, is certainly not going to be a pleasant experience.  It will be difficult for even the totally awakened.  There are still many things that even they don't know as of yet.

The global takedown of all this evil began quite a few years ago now and what is happening in front of our eyes everyday, is a scripted movie.  They are mostly  actors within this scripted movie; many of them wearing masks of the people they are portraying.  As Trump has stated, the ones we think are dead are alive, some helping in the takedown of this sickening evil, and the ones you are assuming that are alive, are dead now; already tried for treason and crimes against humanity, many executed and some serving life in prison.  We are quickly arriving to the end of this movie.  It had to be done in this way so as not to cause worldwide panic.  That is why they have been putting out small bits of true information for quite a while and now beginning to accelerate it all.

It is absolutely centered around the abduction and trafficking of our children.

Believe me, I wish the things I now know, I didn t.  The shock at finding out the people you trusted, were the very ones committing these heinius attrocities.  It will be a hard pill to swallow.  Politicians, Hollywood elites, televangelists, musical artists, sports stars;  you name it.

They have all been in on it.

It's the sadest thing ever...

Trump has also said, "They will have to rewrite the history books".  Because of the way we were all blindsided and kept in the dark about everything and never given our true history, it is going to be mindblowing and make you wonder how in the world they fooled everyone on such a large scale. They planned it all so subtly, making us prisoners within this matrix, and put us totally under their watchful control. 

 Our entire financial system was used against us so horribly.  There is nothing that I know of, that has not been weaponized against us.

Right down to the medicines and vaccines we take, food we consume and the water we drink. The flouride which they led us to believe was needed for protection, was just another way of causing harm to the masses.

The things they show us on main stream media are mostly lies that they feed the people so they will accept things which are not true.  Except for the local news, I stopped watching the  nighttime national news programming a long time ago.  They cannot be trusted AT ALL.  In case you had not noticed, they are extremely biased, politically.  It's all just another way to push certain belief systems.  Those people do not know how to tell the truth, they are made up of, yeh, I said it, CRIMINALS. 

Biden, to those asleep, was not nor ever will be the president.

Trump was president all that time, handing things over, at that time, to the military during what you thought was a Biden presidency.  We were already watching this movie.  What the people assumed was Biden's inauguration was actually when his funeral was taking place.

Several years ago now, the military recovered everything they needed to take all these criminals down.  They were all in on it, on a global scale.  The movie has covered every evildoer and their evil deeds; even their plans to kill off large numbers of the human race with a  mandatory vaccine which they pushed for something completely fabricated and  unnecessary, while making the people who refused it, the bad guy.  Alot of people were already awake to the truth and that my friends, is why they refused it. We were not your enemy.  I tried desparately to make people see the truth.

What we were up against were mostly human hybrid species...Draco Reptilians.  They are shapeshifters.   YES!  THIS IS VERY REAL.  

You will eventually start putting the puzzle pieces together.

For those of you who thought the world of Barack Obama, he was part of a trafficking ring, being run from up in under the whitehouse.  Two miles down, from within cages, many people from toddlers to 65 years of age, were rescued and brought back to the surface.  This was only one such rescue.

Q, with Trump included, along with the white hat military, have rescued children held captive by these alien entities from under the ground.  Many children were rescued who had never seen the light of day, having been born underneath the surface. 

Trump's military physically fought against these aliens to be able to free the people held underground in the tunnels.

I started getting curious and taking notice of the fact that so many people were disappearing from our national parks.  All these parks sit on top of many deep underground bases.  Bases where they carry on terrible things such as human experimentation and satanic ritual abuse.  We are just a food source to them among other things, just like cattle.

I will be glad to see all these things brought out into the light, so we can all finally know the truth and begin to heal from this terrible evil. 

Take notice now, there will not be any evil moving forward into the New Earth.  You must wake up now.  If your vibration remains too low, you have no choice but to remain in your present reality.

   Such great technology hidden underground also, by the elites for their own use, while people were dying every day on the surface.

 Also, from what I understand, only higher vibrational people are accepted by the medbeds.  Apparently, these medbeds read a person's vibration for use.  That alone is a great reason to start awakening.

These medbeds can completely heal all sorts of diseases, regrow lost limbs, etc. by regenerating your body from the cell level and even, my personal favorite, turn back the clock by 30 years.

God Bless You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 106

I will speak a little about some of the truth behind the biblical story of Adam and Eve and the garden of Eden. 

Once upon a time long ago came the extraterrestrials called the 

Annunaki to this planet to mine minerals or gold in order to help their own planet, Nibiru.

Because the task before them was more difficult than first expected, they brought forth a plan to create a new being by combining the seed of the hominid that was here with biological material of the Annunaki, the seed from Nibiru.

They would create a helper being. (Us)-  Adamo and Eva

There was much debate about this decision.  There were two brothers, Enki and Enlil,  Enki being the one who wanted to move forward with this creation plan, while Enlil thought better of it, stating that this kind of decision should be left to the creator source.   Enki was compassionate towards the homo sapiens, where most just considered us a servant race.  Enki, using his knowledge in advanced genetics and biology, played a pivotal role in our creation.  We were engineered with not only the capabilities of the work needed but also possessing intelligence and the ability to experience feelings and sensations.

The idea of the snake represented the knowledge and wisdom of the Annunaki, especially in regard to genetics.

Hence, the spiral of DNA.

It was not wanted for the homo sapiens to have that knowledge.  Annunaki wanted humans to remain somewhat a servant.  So the idea of the humans 'eating' the knowledge (the apple) was forbidden to them.  

The actual Garden of Eden was one of many genetic laboratories located on our planet, one of the main laboratories being located as in the story handed down. Eden was simply the name which was given to that certain base.

When the Annunaki who did not come to our planet found out what the Annunaki who did come here had done, it was  actually against their laws.

The unlawful offenders were recalled to their own planet.

After that, they would return and check on the humans.  There were still genetic markers still turned off in us at that time.  They gave humans guidance and tutored them in their knowledge and growth occurred over time.  The Annunaki knew that they would eventually be left to themselves. Because of this relationship between homo sapiens and the Annunaki, humans considered them gods.

This is why religion came into existence.  Without humans unknowingly believing the Annunaki were gods, religion would never have been.

Allow this all to sink in.  It is truth.  Religion was all man made to worship beings they considered gods.  The truth is a whole lot different.  The truth is your connection to our  true creator is found in spirituality, NOT religion.

Christ consciousness is not found within a church building, but within yourselves.

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Dear friends, live with purpose every day.  Have a sense of direction and meaning in your life.  Align your every action with your life goals.  Contribute to something larger than yourself.  Make choices and take actions that will align with what is important to you.  Find your fulfillment through what you are passionate about to contribute to your well-being as well as potentially improving the well-being of others.  Purpose can be your guiding light in this world.  A strong sense of purpose can help set meaningful goals and result in your achieving them.

Take it to heart.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 104

Shadow work is inner healing work and it involves working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself which you have repressed and hidden from yourself.  This includes any trauma you have experienced or parts of your personality that you subconsciously consider to be undesirable.  Anyone can do their shadow work on their own.

This can include diving into reasons for jealousy or confronting feelings of anger or pent up aggression.  

Shadow work IS NOT EVIL.  It is a psychological process through which you go through personal growth in your life.  It involves your acknowlegement of all parts of yourself and integrating  even parts considered to be negative, to achieve wholeness and balance.  Although not dangerous, it can be intense and emotionally challenging.  Exploring hidden emotions and past experiences, especially related to trauma, can be overwhelming and it is important to have a support system if concerned about being able to handle such intensity.  If not done with care and a person is already dealing with underlying severe depression or anxiety, shadow work could possibly cause these illnesses to become worse.  Delving into unresolved issues without proper support can cause retraumatization.

Set limits on your emotional and mental energy devoted to your shadow work, taking breaks when needed.   Prioritize your self care.  Ensure you have enough emotional resilience to handle the challenging feelings which may arise.  Ultimately, doing shadow work offers immense potential for emotional healing, personal growth and self-awareness for improved relationships.  Without proper self-awareness or control, you do run the risk of amplified negative traits such as acting out or engaging in unhealthy coping mechanisms.  Look to your support system while going through these difficult parts of your shadow work.  This support system you put in place, is absolutely priceless during these more difficult times in your self-awareness journey.

I LOVE YOU ALL,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 103

Happiness is a very powerful thing.  It affects your physical health as well as your emotional health.  Your productivity can greatly improve when you're happy.  Relationships thrive so well when both parties are happy in their lives.  Happiness is not just a fleeting emotion.  Cultivating your happiness leads to a more resilient and fulfilling life.

Happiness in your life is connected to a stronger immune system, lower stress levels and  decreased risk of heart disease.

Happy individuals experience all around less pain, better sleep and much better coping mechanisms for stress and negative emotions.  There is also a correlation between happiness and a longer lifespan.  Happy people are definitely more resilient in the face of life's challenges.  Happiness brings on a better mindset and will improve your focus and creativity during your workday.

A sense of fulfillment comes along with alignment with your core values and meaningful purpose.

While happiness can be influenced by external things, it is also a choice which is cultivated through action.  Happy individuals are able to bounce back from life's setbacks in a much better way.

 Happiness is not just a feeling; not at all.  It is a very powerful state of mind that can significantly improve your overall wellbeing and contribute wonderfully to a much more fulfilling life.

You, and you alone are responsible for whatever it is that you allow in your life.  Strive to be the happiest you can be in life.  Prioritize yourself and become better equipped to (interstand) what and who you need in your life to be happy and what is best left in the past in order for you to be able to move forward in life.  

And as for me and my life's happiness, I am speaking directly to you, the love of my life; 

This is your green flag! 

Divine masculine...

I Love You.

Come Home.

💙🕊    

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 102

Life can feel as though it is a constant struggle.  This feeling can come from many things; personal challenges, relationships,  financial problems and the emotional impact of life changes.  Seeking ways to cope  through self-reflection, support or setting goals, is necessary for personal growth and well-being.  Signs you may be struggling could be lack of sleep, lack of appetite or energy levels, trouble with concentration, social withdrawal and continuing to harbor a negative mindset.  If any of these things become persistent, it would be wise to seek help.  We are not meant to go through times, such as these, alone.

Make sure to reach out to a family member, friend or someone else you trust to share how you are feeling.  Continuing your self-care by exercising regularly can go a long way in combating depression.  Making time for other activities you enjoy are also very important for bringing yourself out of a dark place.  Feeling overwhelmed is NOT a sign of weakness.  We all go through this in our lives.  It's okay to ask for help.  There are always resources available to get you through difficult times.  

Life is always going to

 be an ebb and flow;  it's like being on a roller coaster, with all the ups and downs.  As strange as it is to think about, for all who at one time or another have questioned why God is allowing certain trials in our lives,  it is not God causing these things. Stop blaming Him. We have all chosen the details of our existence for each lifetime, ourselves, before we were ever born.  Just as a reminder, this world exists as a learning school basically, for us to accomplish the lessons, we as an individual, need to learn in order to ascend into a higher vibrational timeline.  There is not a single one of us who are better than the other.  Underneath the human suit we are wearing,  we were created the same and are all beings of light, having human experiences.  Now whether we choose to connect with our inner light source or remain in darkness, that is our own decision.  We have free will.  Remember this...anything that goes against your free will in this world, no matter what it is or causes confusion of any kind, IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT OF GOD, PERIOD.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 101

What does it mean to be spiritually bankrupt?  Being an overly pessimistic person who chases happiness through material things and is very heavily led by ego.  At certain times in my life, I can certainly remember even the slightest problem could seem to become overwhelming, continuously worsening over time, with more trauma or issues adding to my already highly negative thought patterns.  I had such a negative mindset, everything, and I do mean everything, just seemed to be devastating to me.  I held on to every little thing, during those times, and let them grow inside my negative mind, until I would blow up when it all became too much.  This is why the Divine wants us to heal from the inside out.  I do not let things bother me like I used to.  I just let it roll right off my back, pick myself up, and keep on going.  This does not mean I do not have things bother me;  I just do not allow it to control my thoughts anymore.

Choose the right type of people to associate with for a good starting point.  If you hang with pessimistic people, you will certainly have a time keeping yourself thinking positively. Associate with true positive people who love God and abide by God's laws.  Do not criticize or harm those who want closeness with the Divine.  There is most certainly a void within every person which can only be filled by being restored in fellowship with Him.  

Undergoing trauma such as losing material things are connected to the depth of the ego that needs healing.  It does not actually have a connection to the awakening process itself. You could lose things or become spiritually bankrupt without ever becoming spiritually awakened.  The same is true that you can awaken spiritually without ever losing any material goods or being bankrupt spiritually.  However, trauma can be a catalyst for introspection and people will start to look at themselves in a deeper way.  

But too, deep suffering is not the only means to this.  A person could also become deeply curious about the truth and curious about themselves and wonder who they truly are.

Karmic debt is something we owe ourselves...WE ARE OUR OWN KARMA.  Karma is not something outside ourselves.  Karma means 'imprint' and every action we take, both inner and outer,  creates some kind of an imprint within us.  These imprints make us who we are; so we ARE our karma.  An imprint can lie dormant for lifetimes but at some point it will surface and will draw certain people and situations that match a particular imprint within you.  Such as an imprint of kindness draws more kindness to you.  If there is an imprint of negativity, selfishness or harm it draws the same to you; this is what karmic debt is.  We will magnetically draw situations that will trigger our imprints, whether it is with happiness or unhappiness, until we attain enlightenment.  At that point, our karmic imprints will fall off of us as leaves fall from a tree.  

There are three spiritual reasons for anything we have in our lives:

(But do not want to experience from the ego's perspective)

1.  Karma

2.  Destiny (Soul planned                                 between lifetimes)

3.  Use or Misuse of free will

                   (By someone else)

Spiritual blockages are created by the residue of heavy emotions, past traumas or pain, which are stuck in your energetic body.  You can realize then, just what an effect this can have on someone who is not healed of all the past emotions and pain.  That's why these imprints have to be brought to the surface, healed and released.  Only then, can you truly move forward in your truth.

I hope this has helped you better understand how karma works within our lives.

Peace and Love,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 100

In a spiritual context, judgment refers to a divine evaluation of a person's deeds that lead to consequences after their life ends, carried over into their next life or consequences within a spiritual rebirth commonly referred to as karma.  I never really believed that karma was a real thing, but once I went through my initial awakening, I learned very quickly that our divine universe does most certainly hand out karma for every decision, every choice we make, whether good or bad.  No one escapes it. Spiritual decernment is akin to

spiritual judgment as it is the ability to decern and understand the true nature of our reality; separating truth from falsehood, and recognizing the divine within oneself and others.  Discernment is a process of self-reflection, introspection and understanding the consequences of one's actions.  

A judgmental person is one with 

a tendency to form opinions without having all the information or understanding of a situation.  This can lead to projecting insecurities onto others.  No matter how you look at it,  it can form walls of separation between people because of the trauma.  The person on the receiving end of an attack on their character,  they can either react and lash out with anger or they can act in a more Godly manner and walk away with their head held high.  You see, there will always be people that make it their goal in life to make everyone else miserable.  They go out of their way and talk their talk and spread their rumors.  The reason for it at its core, is they could be jealous of that other person for some reason or have been hurt over something.  It is very true that hurt people hurt other people.  They are likely to express negative opinions of others focusing on their flaws and imperfections.  Their judgment is always rooted in their own insecurities or beliefs rather than a genuine understanding of the situation.  I learned a long time ago, never take something as truth when it has come from the mouth of others.  If you want to know something, go straight to the source.  Judgmental individuals struggle to see something from a different perspective or understand the reasons behind someone else's actions.  

Assumptions can cause great difficulty.  Assumptions such as considering a person lazy because they were late to work, when they may have had some kind of emergency come up, or quickly judging someone's character based maybe on a single incident without understanding the full context.  Some people lack empathy for others and just rush to judgment.  When decernment turns mean, it is toxic, whether the victim or the perpetrator.  Learn more about cultivating a mindset to reduce judgment and increase compassion.  Distinguish between judging actions and judging people.  There is nothing wrong with judging actions.  That is why there are judges sitting in a courtroom; they are judging actions.  Never be judgy of the person.  A judge has to distinguish between the two.  A judge is supposed to bring clarity of thought about a situation without using judginess against the person themselves. Stop and think about any person who you may be judging for an action.  We all come with our histories and baggage.  We all live with some degree of hurt, denial, anger and hypocrisy.  

We are all imperfect.

God's blessings be upon you,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 99

Taking accountability is an important part of being your true self.  It is being responsible for your actions and decisions and also being able to justify those things.  It is being responsible for both positive and negative outcomes and also being prepared to take corrective action when necessary.  Take ownership of your actions and the consequences of those actions.  You need to be able to explain why you made certain choices. Your actions can cause  pain and confusion in certain circumstances.  At times all people are unaware that each of us have consequences in decisions made without thinking them through.  I have pulled some doozies that I totally regret.  The unhealed part of me pushed for my desired outcomes where I should not have and I am so sorry that I ever treated someone in that way.  Love will make you do some very questionable things. 

Once I healed, I found my deep feelings for this man still intact. I knew the moment I glanced in his direction, that I loved him and that we had history together from the past.

 We had just met at the wrong time. Neither one of us were healed. Our time is coming into alignment now, presently.  We will always strive to act with integrity and be honest with each other.  It is a very important component to any type relationship.

Companies are accountable to employees and shareholders,

employees are accountable for their work performance and governments are certainly accountable to the public for their policies and decisions.  It makes me so happy that our country is being revamped from the ground up.  It's about time all these crooked politicians and others are held accountable for all the damage that has been done.  Finally, we are once again a free people, rather than being milked dry of what is rightfully ours.  We will receive back everything that was stolen from us, from the time just after our country was stolen from us and deemed a corporation.  Until recently, our country was not under Constitutional law as it was supposed to be.  That is why these policies handed down kept us imprisoned with every turn.  It was the deep state elites plan all along, especially through the Federal Reserve. It has been their cash cow. It will be  mindblowing what all has been burdened upon the people, while all the while heavily lining their own pockets.  We have all been made slaves to the system and all the while, completely blind to it all.  It happened so subtly over decades and decades, no one noticed.  

We are gratefully now back under Constitutional Law as of Trump's return to office. 

Holding individuals accountable for these actions will motivate people to strive for higher quality and results.

All the actions of President Trump will one day be completely clear and not misunderstood any longer as it is by some right now.  This was government corruption on not just a national scale but a global scale, which is why it has taken so long to bring all these people to justice.  Although you might not see it yet, things are looking up.

God Bless You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 98

The 'dark night of the soul' refers to a period of deep spiritual crisis.  The perceptions of your meaning of life will fall away.  You have a feeling you are deeply lost and have feelings of emptiness.  It is an extreme challenge because everything you thought your reality to be crumbles. You question your beliefs, your sense of purpose and even your connection to something larger than yourself.  It is a time of intense questioning and doubts, especially within your religious or spiritual framework; a sense of purposelessness and feeling as though life has lost all meaning.  

Periods of deep sadness and despair arise and you will feel trapped or completely disconnected. 

While very painful, it is a time of great transformation.  Transformation through a very deep spiritual awakening giving you a much stronger renewed sense of self.

Major external events can and will trigger your spiritual awakening.  Questioning one's belief system and a search for deeper meaning within, can also lead to this profound experience.

There will be a release of your self image and illusions of being separate from the world.

The 'dark night of the soul' can be a necessary step to a more authentic self awareness.

The dark night can share symptoms with depression, but it is different at it's core.  Depression is often characterized by sadness, hopelessness and a loss of interest in activities you normally enjoy.  The 'dark night of the soul' is more a spiritually-based crisis and search for meaning even though that search may lead to temporary despair.  

This challenging transformation is difficult but potentially an extremely rewarding one.  You will descend into darkness, and it will then light the way to a deeper understanding and a rebirth into your true sense of self.  You will be shown the light through that darkness.

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I would like to speak on some prophetic song lyrics that were, once upon a time, recorded by Prince and The New Power Generation.  I personally feel there was much more depth to this man than we ever could have imagined.

Below are some of the lyrics I will speak about:

7

ALL SEVEN AND WE'LL WATCH THEM FALL

THEY STAND IN THE WAY OF LOVE AND WE WILL SMOKE THEM ALL

WITH AN INTELLECT AND A SAVOIR FAIRE

NO ONE IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE WILL EVER COMPARE

I AM YOURS NOW AND YOU ARE MINE

AND TOGETHER WE'LL LOVE THROUGH ALL SPACE AND TIME

SO DON'T CRY

ONE DAY ALL SEVEN WILL DIE

Prince was asked by someone what the lyrics to "7" was referring to in the song, and if I am correct, he told them it referred to the seven deadly sins.

The seven deadly sins mentioned in the book of Revelation, would all, most assuredly stand in the way of love as the song lyrics imply.

LUST

(Unrestrained Sexual Craving)

We are to be pure.  Guard your heart, by finding a project, or exercising when you need to, to steer you away from that lifestyle.  It's a very dangerous game to play.

GLUTTONY

(To Overindulge Food And Drink)

We need to be moderate in our eating and drinking.  Going to the extreme in either one, overeating or excessively drinking, can be very dangerous to our health and also to our mental well being as well as others around us.

PRIDE

(Inflated Sense Of Self)

We need to be humble. We need to realize every day that we need our Creator and others who are around us.  Pray about everything and serve your fellow man.

SLOTH

(Laziness And Lack Of Effort)

Our lives should not revolve around resting.  Be diligent and set  a schedule for yourself.  Otherwise, you will slip into a reality where you never accomplish anything worthwhile.

WRATH

(Uncontrolled Hate And Anger)

Do breathing exercises to moderate your emotions.  Learn to be a kind and loving person, loaded with lots of patience.

GREED

(Excessive Desire For Material Things)

Be a generous person in that you donate things you like yourself and don't actually need to the poor.  What a wonderful feeling!

Learn to live a more simple life.

And Lastly...

ENVY

(Jealous Of Another's Happiness)

Be thankful every single day for all you have and all you do not have.  Think about that for a minute.   We thank God for the things we have, but how many times do we remember to thank God for things we did not need to happen in our lives?  Thank Him for the safety and protection He provides every second of every day.

I am remembering a head-on collision I was involved in a few years ago where the occupants of the other car and myself as well all walked away unharmed.  That could have very well turned out differently.  Also, back when doordashing, I came close to being hit by an out of control driver who ran through my customer's yard between my parked car and the customer's front door.  Had I tripped or fallen, I would not be here to tell this story.  The car missed me by only 12 inches, maybe less.  We most definitely all have guardian angels watching over us.  Behind every activity of every one of us, there are legions of angels keeping us from harm.  🕊🕊🕊

Prince was right, all seven of these deadly sins which are a very real part of the human condition, will all be torn down in the end, to never cause blockages or heartache again.

We will all be able to love one another, regardless of any differences, as God loves us and always planned for us in the very beginning.  Hatred between people because of the color of their skin or their background will be a thing of the past.

God Bless You All, 

❤️🕊

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Creating a more peaceful home is one of the best ways to build a stress free life.  Your home should be where you can enter in and happily unwind after a long day, spending quality time with the people you love.  Focus on minimizing clutter, using calming elements or fabrics, and also using alot of natural light.  You could add some plants and calming scents, keeping your family's relaxation in mind.

A clutter free environment promotes mental clarity and a much needed sense of calm.  Keeping your home organized can make a huge difference in your mood and well-being.

The use of natural light has a very positive impact on your energy level as well as your mood.  Soft textures such as a nice blanket, pillows or a rug would be delightful for your surroundings. You can use natural materials such as wood, stone or beautiful plants to bring you a sense of tranquility. Consider using scented candles,  or a diffuser to add a soothing fragrance to your home.  Aromatherapy is a fantastic way to promote relaxation within the home and create a calming atmosphere.

Lastly, bring nature indoors.  It reduces your stress level.  Create a sense of structure by planning daily routines such as meditation or even drinking a cup of coffee.  Settling into stillness is a very worthy endeavor.  To do so, you can combine the healing power of conscious relaxation and sacred sound.  I started by listening to different frequency audio on YouTube.  You can search healing frequencies and a whole family of different frequency sounds can be found for whatever your objective is at the time...You can listen to a combination of 528 hz and 174 hz, which is a miracle frequency for pain relief and body healing meditation.  Try different frequency meditations to find your favorites. To sit in stillness with yourself is one of the strongest acts in self love and growing in your closeness with the Divine.

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Hungering for the truth refers to a deep desire to uncover what is real.  This hunger is a yearning for spiritual or ethical guidance within your life, a pursuit of wisdom or a craving for more understanding.  When I was saved the first time, basically, it was all for show.  I did not actually want to be, I just didn't want my church members thinking less of me.  Isn't that ridiculous?  At that time, I absolutely did not truthfully yearn for God in my life.  I was just like so many are today.  If you give your life to God, you have to give up all the fun part of life, is what I thought.  That is, however, a very untrue statement.  It is what we have all been taught all our lives.  Things are so different than what you believe.  The reason we have been taught that there is a vengeful God outside ourselves, is to keep us imprisoned within our own mind.  If we were to know what is true and search for God within our own heart, where you make true connection to our creator, you will realize that God is not someone outside ourselves; never has been and never will be.

When I awakened to this reality, is when I stepped through a new doorway into my true Christ-centered life.  A new life springs forth where you are allowing His voice to speak to your heart and mind.  Once you plug in to God frequency, you will be unstoppable.  That, my friends, is why we were taught differently from the beginning.  Once your heart opens up and vibrates on the same frequency as the creator and you learn what you, as a human being, are truly  capable of, that destroys the control they have over you.  You are free from the matrix programming and can think for yourself.  You will break free from all your limiting beliefs and this simulation-like reality.  You become more self aware, making more conscious choices and living intentionally rather than just accepting what you are told.

The matrix represents society expectations that shape our perception and behavior.  To escape this matrix is to start questioning these expectations and embrace your individuality.

This is a process of realizing you are not a passive participant in a pre-determined reality but a conscious being with the power to choose your own path.

You can escape this matrix and make intentional decisions based on your own values and beliefs, rather than reacting to external pressure.  Start living intentionally by designing a life built on your own values and aligned with  your true self and not passively accepting whatever someone else may consider normal.  Take ownership of your own life and make choices that empower you.  Do not rely on external validation or authority.

You can break free today friends, do it!  Your life is your own...

Not someone standing by, giving you a play by play on how to live it.

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Moral character is an individual's disposition to think, feel and behave in an ethical or non ethical way.  A moral person behaves in a way that most people believe to be right and good.  The character of a person leads to three connected parts:  moral knowing, moral feeling and moral behavior.  A good character is made up of knowing what is good, desiring what is good and doing what is good;  habits of the mind, habits of the heart and the habit of your  actions.  Being a competent and cultured individual.  

Having a lack of morals can be a person having criminal convictions, dishonesty in interactions, neglecting obligations and engaging in immoral conduct such as violence.  These actions lack regard for ethical principals and societal norms.  Moral character is typically acting with honesty, respect and integrity while also showing compassion for others by following the law.  Contribute to the community by showing kindness and respect; by fulfilling responsibilities. 

 Genetic ties are most certainly tied into one's moral character.  The scenario within early interactions with parents can cause negative effects as well as positive ones within a child's development.  Negative interactions within the building era of a child's brain system can sometimes cause negative under-functioning empathy circuits.  When a person's empathy system does not activate, they lack the ability to feel another person's pain or suffering.  They do not feel like the typical moral individual would feel, certainly, not always through fault of their own.  Moral character development is the cultivation of virtuous habits and traits that guide ethical decision-making; developing a moral compass and being able to know the difference between right and wrong.  You will understand that difference and act accordingly with your values and principals.  Developing a moral character is a journey of growth and refinement.  It is a process in which a person's attitudes and behaviors change over time, to improve and refine their moral standards.  Karma, is a real thing.  Karma can manifest as good karma or bad karma can very well catch up to you in your reality.  A person's actions are judged by their consequences, with obedience to avoid that bad karma being the primary factor. 

Galatians 6:7 states that you will reap what you sow.

"Do not be deceived, God is not mocked, for a man reaps what he sows."

The verse emphasizes that our actions and choices do have consequences;  we will experience the natural outcome of those actions.

God's Blessings To Each One,

🙏🙏🙏🕊

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Your home is where your heart is.  Your home is something so special; indescribable.  Not every place will be your true home.  It is not about the structure at all.  It is about the important things such as being with the people you love, having great experiences and memories.  Your true home will be where your heart feels safe and loved. It is a sanctuary space where your emotional attachment cultivates a strong sense of security, physically and emotionally.   When you feel emotionally connected to your surroundings, you can relax and be yourself without fear of threat or any judgement.  You can find peace and nurture your inner self.  Your home is a place you can retreat to from the outside world and find much needed refuge.  If it is right within your heart, it will be your place of personal growth.  

Back in 2011, my husband and I bought some property.  Upon my very first visit there, I had an immediate reaction to the place.  Without living there a single day, my heart knew it was not at home.  Have you ever felt that way?  'Home' should bring your heart feelings of warmth, familiarity and total comfort.  Your heart's home is a place of sustinence.  A place where family, food and rest is centered.  If anything feels off, than chances are that this location is a temporary stop within your life and not the permanent home for your heart.  A home should be protected at all times against destructive influences that would taint the happiness that resides there.  Can your family find peace and rest within your home?  Or is there a constant unease or constant tension within your home?

My home will be a place to welcome my husband with love and celebration when he comes home from a long day at work.  I want him to feel a great joy upon returning.  He should eagerly look forward to coming home.

Always strive to cultivate a spirit of joy and gratitude.  Just as you show great love for your family within your home, your home should be an open, safe environment for entertaining a stranger with gratitude as well.  It should be a place that radiates Christ's love.  They should be able to feel that joy and comfort to overflowing.

If you view your home as a place of hospitality, to welcome our families and the hurting around us, it will facilitate more strength and motivation for what happiness is within.

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My friends, I hope you can forgive me for taking this time between posts.  I have had several things going on this week, the best of which was the birth of my second great grandchild.  There is no better feeling in this world.  It has definitely had me very emotional.

The ideal family is a unit that provides love, support and stability to it's members.  Each member feels valued, respected and understood.  The ideal family provides a positive environment for growth and emotional wellbeing.  Love of family is a deep enduring bond between family members that is characterized by deep emotional  connections and acceptance.  It is no doubt, a fundamental force within our lives providing support, comfort, identity and encouragement.  Family love is deeply rooted in acceptance and celebration of each member for who they are.  As I sat there in that hospital room holding this precious little addition to our family, the tears started rolling down my face.  I was thinking about my own parents and how crazy over these babies they would be.  These young ones are proof that we were here;  proof that we existed.  Love within a family is a powerful force.  A force characterized by deep emotional bonds, acceptance and a sense of shared history.  It is foundational and an unconditional love.  It will persist in spite of shortcomings or challenges.  Family love is an instinctual feeling that comes from shared experiences.  Despite all the challenges within the family unit, it supplies unwavering support.  It is built upon respect and genuine desire for each member's wellbeing.  Families provide a sense of belonging.  It offers a safe haven and comfort; a foundation for personal growth.  Family should recognize a person's individuality and respect their unique qualities and identity.  Positive family relationships are crucial to a child's development, giving them healthy emotional security.  Family offers a lifeline in times of hardship, with encouragement and comfort.  A strong connection in family gives a person a sense of belonging and identity necessary for overall happiness.  It provides a foundation of unconditional acceptance which is necessary for a strong self-esteem and confidence.  When you have positive family interactions it contributes to a healthy development of social skills and building relationships later in life.  The type of love fostered within the parent-child dynamic is very important.  When a parent's selfless love and sacrifice are not present within the relationship, the support and self-love of a child can fall away.  It can cause a lifelong issue with social situations within that person.  

Family love is the cornerstone of the human experience.  The support, acceptance and sense of belonging, shapes our lives in profound ways.  So, to new parents or anyone within a family unit, what you bring or don't...to your relationships,  will ultimately bring certain outcomes within that experience.  May God bless all the children in this world with happy, healthy lives.  💞🕊

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A person responds to classic spiritual practices, such as prayer and meditation, but through the ordinary things we do everyday, spirituality can add meaning and purpose to living life with lots of positivity and truthfulness.  You can  also experience God's closeness in other ways such as taking a walk in nature or even washing dishes or other housework.  You can call upon Him to come close as you do your work or take that walk.  If He is invited in, just watch what beautiful things can happen.  There are many people who may have trouble in understanding and accepting how day to day life activities can be a spiritual practice.  It is just all of life seen from a certain perspective.  It is sleeping, dreaming, drinking, eating, walking, sitting, standing and breathing too.  Spirit spread throughout everything is simply life, wherever and whatever, seen through the eyes of the spirit. Your perspective will shift when you start seeing things in a

 different way.  For me, seeing the beauty God has blessed us with in this world, and  even gazing up at a sky full of stars, is what brings me into a closer relationship with the source of all that is.  He will connect with you if you will allow Him to.  I talk to Him alot just as though talking to others in my family, letting Him know when I need His help in my life.

God Bless You And Your Family,

👋🏻🕊

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As spiritual beings having human experiences, alot of us have already learned about the new earth.  Most people believe that this is a physical place we will ascend to but this is not true.  Just as the God we refer to is not a physical being outside ourselves as we have been taught.  Until I went through my spiritual awakening, that is what I believed in my heart too.  It is very important on our journey to be our authentic selves and not carbon copies of what we have studied or read.  This is why the deep state cabal have been so fearful of us remembering; because of all the lies we have been fed.  To be awake equals being uncontrollable.  Our journey has no beginning and no end...it just is.  The New Earth, 5D, is a frequency, not an actual place.  It is a state of pure potential, high vibration and a connection to everything that lives.  Deep emotional healing and personal growth are signs of 5D awakening.  You will begin to trust your intuition more and more.  It is living with full trust and flow.  Waking up in the 5D, you will know your power and use it for good, seeing that others are a part of you.  God frequency operates in a world with many more dimensions than ours.  The spiritual aspect of life can be thought of as another dimension beyond the three dimensions we live in now.  The spiritual world is not another world in another place but in fact is an additional dimension to the physical world we see.  The 5D world is a place of love, peace and safety.  Lower vibrational beings will not be operating in the 5D frequency.  The word ascension is referring to learning that there is no separation between us.  We are all connected by the very force that creates life.  That force flows through every living thing.  The 5D world begins when you 'wake up.'  The new earth is about a way of seeing, feeling and behaving that respects the divine in all of us.  By denying or disrespecting that life force, you would become intolerable.

So in closing, I will say again that ascension is not what we've been taught at all and there will be much more truth to learn as you journey through your lives.

Ascension is the reference to those who have awakened spiritually, whose frequency will be higher than those who are not ready for awakening, hence, ascending up to a higher frequency.

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Standing in your power; what is that all about.  It refers to confidently expressing yourself, embracing your authenticity and setting boundaries, while also respecting the power of others.   It means to be in alignment with your own values without apology or self-doubting.  Actions are more important than anything else;  to accept both strengths and weaknesses in others and not wait for things to be your idea of perfect, before taking an action.  Find self-acceptance by embracing your true self, flaws and all, and not hiding parts of yourself.  Set boundaries for yourself and communicate them clearly and with confidence even when it is so hard to do.  Have self-respect for your worth and don't apologize for expressing your needs.  Do not hesitate or hold back from pursuing your dreams.

TAKE THAT ACTION.  It is very important to recognize and respect the boundaries of others.  Be mindful of your own thoughts and beliefs about yourself.  Recognize your unique talents and contributions.  Do not let external validation define your self-worth.  It matters not at all what someone else thinks about you.  Let them think what they will. There are people out there that are treated very badly because of there own personal decisions, simply because it is not what someone else wants or thinks they should do.

Standing up for yourself, well, it is a true form of justice.  

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We are born into the world with a full heart; full abundance of hope, joy and imagination.  It is for us to love, to dare, dream,  and create, living our best life.  Over time we take on more responsibilities and worries.  Doubts and fears have a way of taking over, and we lose alot of what we were born with.  Fill your life with wonder and get the most out of every moment.  Dream and never stop dreaming.  Believing it is possible is an essential part of bringing it into your reality.  Take the biggest step you can towards your dreams and from there one step at a time until you reach your goals.  Our largest obstacle would be getting in our own way by not having belief in our dreams in the first place.  What do you really really enjoy doing.  That is a great starting point.  Lose yourself in whatever you love.  From there, your determination will create possibilities.  Put your whole heart in everything you do.  

Anything that is worth doing, is worth doing well.  Your effort is your path to your achievements.   Our mind believes whatever you feed it, just remember that.  Feed it hope, feed it truth, and your mind will believe in those goals. Do not ever give up on yourself.  We will regret the things we didn't do much more than the things we did. Always choose being courageous over remaining comfortable.  Being  brave often accompanies being scared.  Always give yourself compassion. Taking some deep breaths will comfort you.  

Always remember the value of being there for someone else.

Be a kind person no matter the circumstances.  Be kind to all living things.  Be grateful for all that is in your life in the present because it is the secret ingredient to happiness.  Learn to be happy now.

Some of the best gifts you will ever receive in your life are the time and effort you give others.

Do not wait for things to improve or be easier.  Life will always be complicated.  

Each one of us has so many gifts to share.  Your life can be EVERYTHING YOU HAVE HOPED FOR AND MORE...

God bless you all,

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 No time like the present to start your personal journey toward the Divine.  You will never regret becoming the person God planned for and meant for you to become.  To work through your deepest traumas and bringing them to your surface consciousness, means to never have to deal with those traumatic memories again.  You will be healed of that darkness to open space for the light to enter your body and soul.  Trauma is a deeply distressing or harmful experience whether physical, emotional or psychological, that can have a lasting negative effect on your well being.  Exposure to events such as natural disasters, accidents, abuse or violence can overwhelm a person's ability to  cope.  Trauma can be experienced directly and indirectly and the impact varies significantly from person to person.  Events like earthquakes, tornadoes or hurricanes can cause very significant internal trauma.  Serious accidents involving severe injury or death or the sudden loss of a loved one causes severe trauma.  Someone who witnesses violence or the horrors of war, may cause very deeply inbedded trauma that needs healing from deep within, as can any kind of physical abuse cause lasting psychological consequences.  All these type things leave dark wounds deep within your soul, unless you work through it.  By pushing it out of your mind, you more than likely think it's not being harmful, however, even though you don't think about it necessarily, on a daily basis, it is still within you;  it will linger there forever.  Trauma manifests in various ways.  Anxiety,  fear,  anger, sadness or feelings of helplessness, are some of these manifestations that can turn into severe emotional distress.  Physical symptoms such as headaches, nausea or fatigue can pop up out of the blue.

Many who have endured severe trauma in their life can have changes in their behavior; some may even be drastic. Difficulty in relationships, sleep disturbances or changes in their overall behavior can happen.  Trauma can greatly increase the likelihood of developing mental health conditions such as PTSD or other mental health problems.  It is important to note that trauma is a subjective experience, and individuals can react differently to the same event.  Some people may recover fairly quickly, while others could develop long term difficulties.  Seeking out a counselor's help could be crucial in managing the effects of trauma and finding healthy ways to cope and recover.  Trauma has an impact on an individual's sense of safety, trust and self worth.

The severity of a traumatic event, the nature of the experience along with duration are all factors which influence the outcome of a person's coping mechanism and resilience.  The individual's personality traits will also influence outcomes and the ways inwhich recovery can occur.

The journey of the soul or awakening, is very transformative; reconnecting with your mind, body and spirit.  This is exactly

 the reason why the deep state elites, do not want us to make this reconnection.  The moment you are healed and reconnected to the source of all living things, you become uncontrollable by the deep state.  To awaken to full human capacity, you will know the truth that has been hidden from you all along.  You have heard, I am sure, that humans are using only 10 percent of their brain capacity.

Have you ever wondered why?

Take a deep dive and you will come to the realization that the elites have kept us down, blind to the truth and what, we as a species, are capable of.

My heart loves you all. I want to help you awaken to the truth of our history so badly. I will always speak my truth or remain silent.  Escaping the matrix we have been placed in, will be the most sobering freedom you can ever imagine.  I am talking religious or spiritual freedoms, financial freedom and freedoms you never even knew you needed.  Some people believe you have to clean up your life before reconnecting with God.  God wants a relationship with each of you.  He wants you reconnecting with Him just as you are so that you can experience the great blessings He has for your life. Instead of worrying about not wanting to give up your present lifestyle and staying where you are, you can become free from any addictions which drag you down. Mine was an addiction to spending money.  I was out of control in that respect.  You will realize that eventually, you are not imprisoned by things in your life that had been keeping you held back any longer.  Your heart will be full of light, not darkness.

God Bless You All,

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Honesty and truth are necessary for a healthy relationship.  Without it, relationships will not endure the test of time. We come into this world with many lessons to learn in our many different types of relationships we experience.  Many of these relationships were never meant to last forever;  they are brought together to accomplish growth in certain problematic areas.  While you may believe a certain relationship will last, unless it is a relationship based on mutual  trust and a deep love brought together with the Divine as it's solid foundation, they are very rare.  The marital relationship that has God at it's center, is the

 relationship that will last, because both parties have put their trust in the Divine to help them select the right person.  There are many people out there who would not agree that two people who are more compatible with each other have a much greater chance on staying together through thick and thin, building a deep love that lasts a lifetime.  Either you believe in the power of compatible zodiacs or you don't.  Although, not putting much stock in that fact before,  I never realized just how different being truly compatible feels;  it's like a difference of night and day.  When I met the man for me, a few years ago, nothing has been the same for me since then.  We just seemed to flow effortlessly.  When a relationship is not flowing easily, it just is not the right one. Love is not supposed to be hard.  Even being married twice,  I had never felt like this before.  Once he came into my life, no one else would ever be able to take his place.  If it cannot be him,  I will forever remain single.  My love for him, even though we are apart, has never changed.  I love him more today than I did yesterday, and I love him less than I will tomorrow.  That is how I know in my heart, our meeting was no accident; God had a plan in the works for us.  The timing was not right, but the person was the one God intended for me.

Since the day I first saw him, my heart wants him, and only him,  and that's just the way it is...

Sometimes in relationships, sharing the truth with each other can feel so difficult in certain situations, but things will ALWAYS be better for it.  I have told myself that for me to move forward, I would never again be scared of my partner,  to the point that I felt I had to do things on my own without any help.   I want my partner and I to be each other's peace, where we both feel safe and feel like home to each other.   Fearing each other is not ok. That's just not the way things are meant to be. Creating a sense of emotional safety where each one of us can feel comfortable being vulnerable and sharing our true selves is very important.  When partners feel they can communicate openly and honestly, it strengthens their bond and facilitates a deeper connection.  Honesty allows understanding each other's thoughts, feelings and needs, leading to better communication and problem solving in the relationship, to resolve conflicts in a healthier way.  This in turn, leads to greater intimacy.  It will give you a deeper understanding and appreciation of each other's perspectives.  All in all, it builds resilience in the relationship, and an ability to navigate difficult times together.

I am very excited for what is to come in our future.

It makes me very happy,  just thinking about it.  

If you are wishing for a more stable, loving relationship with someone more compatible with you, you can never go wrong by asking for God's guidance in His choice for you.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 85

Every day there seems to be something else happening.  Something else that makes you feel as though you are taking two steps backward.  For me, it is another water leak in this old trailer.  This trailer's days are numbered.  The whole floor, from one end to the other, is giving in and it is only a matter of time before I have to find another place to call home.  I go between emotional unrest and feelings of being on a mountaintop, all in the course of a single day.  I do my very best to stay focused on God's promises rather than any of the daily problems or issues that can arise out of nowhere.  When you keep your focus on God, and hold the faith, it makes all the other things you have to deal with, shrink in comparison.

Life's trials are all part of the human experience for a reason.  We navigate them, gain strength from them and then experience growth spiritually.  We cannot control everything that happens to us but what we can control is how we respond to these things.  You may know someone who never really seems to experience bad things in their life.  I have  known a few, but I promise you things are not as they seem to be, from the outside looking in.  No one, absolutely no one, is immune to having problems in their life; we all face storms.  These storms teach us what we are made of.  

We all have the ability to draw upon our inner resources, determination, willpower and our self-confidence to face adversity.

Finding faith in the dark involves trusting in the Divine even when things are unclear or difficult.  Faith does see best in the unseen, allowing one to find hope and strength, even in the absence of visible light. 

We must all strive to be the bringers of the light in that we

encourage others and illuminate the needed knowledge to coax each soul's light from the darkness engulfing it.  We, then, all become a source of hope and optimism for others searching for their soul's enlightenment.

We will come to grips to understand, eventually, the name, 'Lucifer', means LIGHT BEARER.  We have been taught that the entity we refer to as Lucifer is evil.  Awaken and know the truth!!  If Lucifer is evil, why does that name mean 'LIGHT BEARER?  

We have been lied to our entire life!

AWAKENING IS TO KNOW THE TRUTH...

Do what they fear...become awake to what is actual truth.

The truth will be overwhelmingly opposite of what we were taught.

You will see...

You will know...

You will then break free...

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 84

The magnitude of dishonesty and fraudulent conduct by those in power today, will astound even the most dishonest, themselves.

Corruption by someone in a position of authority using their power for personal gain or to benefit others, manifests in various forms such as bribery, extortion or misuse of information and funds. The actions of a person which are intentionally wrong, can be devastating, deceptive and often illegal.  The misuse of entrusted authority to gain advantage for oneself or others, is a terrible abuse of  power.  The motivation is often to benefit a select group, even though it harms the public or others.

There seems to me to be so many instances of embezzlement within our local government or businesses, that it is unreal.  There is terrible misuse of public funds happening, for personal gain or to help benefit family or friends.  When a person in a position of authority offers or accepts money, gifts or other things of value in exchange for an official action, such as speeding up red tape on paperwork or swaying a vote, it is all a travesty.  Failing to comply with declaring a conflict of interest seems to be something that is done on a daily basis.  There are police officers out there who speed up gun licensing permits for cash and gifts.  Alderman may have control over development projects in their ward, which have been linked with bribery and extortion practices.  Local officials are being influenced by campaign contributions in many cases.  When will it all stop?

And this is just local government issues.  You can only imagine just how bad it truly is in big government.  We have gotten so far away from the way our government was meant to be, it's not funny.  Where our constitution put the power in the hands of the people, the government we have been under for a long time now, has taken our rights away, one by one, until they have control over every single aspect of our lives, and the scariest part is that it was done so subtly, no one even realized it as it was happening.  When the top federal agency responsible for investigating and prosecuting public corruption cases has as much corruption inside their agency as they did, wonder what that says about the rest of the federal government; the ones we have entrusted with our tax dollars.  My greatest wish is for all to wake up to the truth, and truly understand  the magnitude of just how much our president loves the American people and how very hard he is working to bring America back to its former glory, despite how far it had fallen during the last few years at the hands of the ones who wanted so badly to destroy it.

My heart is excited for America's future, the future of our children and our children's children.  What is happening now behind the scenes of this movie that is in the final act, is at it's core, all about saving the children, which have been under attack for a very very long time.  These horrible truths will start to snowball very soon.  Take to heart, every day, all the arrests being made for human trafficking.  It's going to be much, much worse in the days to come.

Pray for our president, give God gratitude for sending us this man and most importantly,  pray for all the children.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 83

I want to leave a lasting imprint on the world.  To leave a strong and lasting effect on people, on places, the entire world.  It's about leaving a positive legacy, through your words, your actions and even the way you make others feel.  You can leave an imprint in someone's life through even the shortest of interactions; something that will continue to affect them long after you are gone. By helping others, being kind and showing compassion,  you can work towards positive change, which most definitely will leave a lasting impression.

Sharing your wisdom is something which could be very inspiring.  No matter where you find yourself in life, you can start to change the world through having a loving attitude and not sending out negativity.  A person's negative attitude has also got a lasting impression, but instead of sending out good vibes you change the mood of people through ill will.  If you have ever noticed someone being unfriendly or cold, how does that immediately make you feel?  

Always be your most authentic self...always.  Your character leaves a mark.   Always strive to be mindful of how you interact with others.  It can start a chain reaction.

Have you ever visited a church to find the people unfriendly or cold to you?  When not a single person comes forward to greet you, how do you suppose that comes across?  I can tell you, not very well; it feels like you are not welcome there. You, as a person looking for a church home, would immediately draw a conclusion about the church as a whole and probably never return.  

I want to inspire others and help them learn and grow, whether in my personal life or my professional one.

Striving to leave a lasting legacy, well, that's what will give my life meaning;  creating a purpose to make my mark and a lasting difference in the world.  By doing this, each one of us can start a ripple effect of positivity.  Sometimes, I know we feel that the little we could do, could never make a difference...oh, but it does!

There is no footprint too small to leave an impression on this world.

All activities of the human condition such as the birth of a baby, a marriage, illnesses or the death of a loved one all affect the emotions; emotional life lessons within our lives.  All of these, no matter how painful, are God's imprint on this world, to help cause growth and for us to become stronger as humans; The way of the universe to build resilience in us.

"Being human is a condition that requires a little anesthesia" is a quote by Freddie Mercury from the movie, "Bohemian Rhapsody."  It, of course, is a metaphorical expression and not a medical statement.  It suggests that the struggles,  challenges and pain of being human requires some form of coping mechanism to make life more bearable.  Sweet friends, I tell you, that is why each of us need to develop a close relationship with the One who loves us and brings us safely through all the hardships.  Whether you personally feel Him in your heart, or not, you can trust that He never leaves you;  He is always there.  You have only to acknowledge His presence.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 82

I have been needing to rest more.  For the first time in a very long time, I had to take a nap yesterday afternoon.  Something is really pulling on my energy.  Today, I took a very nice walk.  I put my chihuahua in his carrier, lifted it across my shoulder, and away we went.  I do believe that little dog enjoys it as much as I do.  The last few days have been absolutely perfect for spending time outdoors.  I am in much more of a movement mode than I had been.

I am feeling extremely creative.

We all have creation power within us.  We are in complete control of our lives, no one else.  You are the one who can determine where you end up; only you.  I am in alignment with the Divine.  I am strong and I am in flow.  I am full of light and energy.  I am powerful and strong.  I love the person I have become after purging my shadow self.

We must believe in ourselves.

Everything I desire comes to me.

My manifestations are becoming my reality.  I am a money magnet.  I don't work for money, money works for me in my new reality.

I have forgiven myself for all the many mistakes I have made in the past, and I will move ahead with complete confidence.  I will embrace my passions and creative potential.  I am safe and secure in the knowing that my abilities will take me far into a very bright future.  I will offer my gifts to the world with a great confidence that I am where I am supposed to be.  I will take great joy in my work and hold nothing back;  press on against all odds until my goal is met.

In this world, I will speak my truth or stand in silence.

We are radiant beings of light who can become perfectly aligned with the infinite source of the universe.  Once you realize this, you will accept this blessing and work with healing your inner shadows.   Delighting in the Lord is to enjoy all the blessings found in Him.  Not merely because it is to our benefit, but because it comes directly from Him.  God tells us to delight in Him and He will give us the desires of our hearts.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 81

Today has been a beautiful day outside.  There is something very healing about it for me.  It lifts my spirits when I am feeling a little blue. God has created such beauty for us.  I feel very greatful for this beauty all around me and all His many many blessings that we so easily take for granted.  My little granddaughter has been admitted to the hospital.  Her illness that we had hoped would be behind her has worsened and they now have her on 3 strong antibiotics for pneumonia and also walking pneumonia.  Her fever still has not broken.  I know my daughter is beside herself, just as we all are. I praise God for her healing.  Life is so precious.

How many times have you wondered to yourself if you are too broken to be put back together.  You may be facing hardships and wondering how God could still have a plan for your life.  

What about your loved ones or others in the world around you?

There is so much brokenness, that it can feel like anything you do to help is just a drop in the ocean.  Does brokenness have a purpose?  Can God turn our brokenness into something beautiful?  

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted...

Psalms 34:18 says:

"The Lord Is Close To The Brokenhearted And Saves Those Who Are Crushed In Spirit."

He extends compassion and love to us even we are absolutely crushed; never with judgement and always with kindness.  The  kindness that heals.

In our weakness, He is strong.

He says:

"My Grace Is Sufficient For You, 

For My Power Is Made Perfect In Weakness."

As humans, we want to alleviate suffering.  We want to rescue and remove the source of the pain,  but God's strength is made perfect in that weakness, not in spite of it,  but because of it.

God regularly uses broken people to display His love and goodness.  There are reasons for our trials and tribulations.  If these circumstances did not exist, by avoiding the brokenness, we would be missing an opportunity for God's love to shine through our lives.

So, the next time you are experiencing brokenness in your life, remember God's love and the reasons behind that brokenness.  We are learning to become more like the Divine as we journey through life in our love for others.  There are no two people who have the identical lessons to learn.  LOVING OTHERS IS THE REASON WE EXIST... We become a vessel for God's love to shine through. 

 We must bring all our broken pieces and allow Him to create something of higher value.

 If God has transformed your life and turned all your broken pieces into a beautiful masterpiece, you will know that that is something you cannot put a price on.

Brokenness gives us a heart of repentence.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 80

I feel as though I am moving in slow motion.  Like I am watching my life from the outside looking in.  Is anyone else feeling this way right now?  I feel like I am in a time warp or something...I am fairly certain it has to do with the changes our planet is experiencing right now.  I have to say, it is one of the strangest feelings I have ever had.  I did make it today without a headache and I am extremely greatful for that.

I had to stay an extra day with my sweet granddaughter.  She is having a difficult time right now, so if you would 't mind, keep her in your prayers.  Her name is Allie, and yesterday evening after getting home from work, my daughter took her to the emergency room.

Her heart rate was elevated and she was running a high fever.

Being sick is no fun for anyone, but it is even harder to see a child that sick.  They found she has pneumonia.  They started medicine for her right away.

Thankfully, they said my daughter had caught it early and that was certainly some good news.  This seems to be a much stronger strain of flu than what typically takes a toll this time of year.  

I have always enjoyed my alone time, but here lately, I have yearned for just getting out more.  I have been without a car for many months now.  It really makes it hard not being able to just get in my car and go.  When I would be feeling down, I used to go to Sonic and get a sonic  blast.  I really got hooked on those things.  Since I am paying better attention to what I eat now, it would not be a good thing to be getting that wonderful ice cream fix just anytime I felt like it.

I find myself feeling so alone.  At times it feels like this lonliness will go on forever.  I try hard, very hard, to remember that it is not me alone going through this stage of stillness, but others as well.  It is in these times of stillness, that our Heavenly Father does the most wonderful work within our lives.

When I sit in stillness, it quiets my mind and body allowing me introspection and self reflection.

I do a tremendous amount of growing spiritually, within these quiet times.  It cultivates a much deeper sense of awareness and clarity.  Stillness is  a powerful tool in helping you understand your emotions and motivations.  It keeps me present in the moment and I can  more easily recognize subtle details within my life.  I can focus on calming the constant flow of thoughts I have.

I can become much more appreciative of the beauty of my everyday life; in the present, with no judgement.  

God tells us, "Be still, and know that I am God."  Stillness is a physical, mental and emotional spiritual awareness giving a person the ability to here the gentle voice of God.  Our Heavenly Father will, from my own experience, come as close to you as you will allow Him to.

I could not have made it through these last few years if not for the love and patience of Him in my life.  When it comes to that spiritual stillness and the balancing of our everyday lives, our spiritual priorities will bring us ever closer to that deep relationship with Him that our heart definitely needs.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 79

For two days now, I have started my morning off with a bad headache.  It could be an ascension symptom or the change in the weather, probably both.  It's just not a fun way to start a new day.  I want to be able to go to bed and be finished with screen time;  just put on my app and listen to the sound of rain or a thunderstorm.  So far, though, it has not been that way for me.  I tend to binge watch Tiktok, or listen to YouTube cryptid stories before going to sleep.  Atleast until I get so sleepy, I can finally break my mind away from the thoughts of my special person.  I miss him so much it hurts.  I have deep trust in my future with this man.  He is everything I have ever wanted.  It is so hard not having him with me yet.  God's timing, however,  is always perfect and the very best for our highest good, so I will trust in His promises; we are not to lean on our own understanding. Being human, I feel so inpatient at times and I know my divine masculine is feeling the same way.  We are twin flames, soulmates who have an unbreakable, unshakable spiritual bond.  God created us this way.   We both know, and feel our reunion is near. He is here, in my energy, I can feel him, even though we are not together in the physical just yet.  We communicate very strongly through music.  When we were together, we listened to our favorite music together and it was magical.

I can feel his unconditional love for me within my heart and I know, without a doubt, he can feel it too, vibrating from my heart chakra back to him.  It is simply amazing how the very songs I need to hear, magically show up on my Tiktoc fyp.

I had to end up taking something to get rid of this headache.

I have come to my daughters house for the night, so that I can watch after my granddaughter who is out of school with the flu.

I am the only one left who can watch her tomorrow.  My daughter is a nurse and cannot miss work right now.  All I can do is have faith I will not get it.

Walk in faith and not by sight, God tells us,  as stated in 2 Corinthians 5:7.

Trust, and keep moving forward, even when you can't see the outcome.

I lay here on my daughter's sofa, thinking about so many things.

I think about how far I have come in the last few years, and how I am not the same person.

Yesterday's hardships have all  come to an end, finally.  I have only the promise of the very brightest of futures, that I am fixing to step into.  A future that I have manifested for myself through my heart's desires; a life  I have dreamed of living, in my true purpose.

I am 66 years old now and still have never been loved correctly. I have surpassed many hard lessons in my life. When I think about what is coming into my life, right around the corner, it takes my breath away.  Divine masculine and I, divine feminine, will have the kind of love between us, that

only God ordains.  A relationship, truly created in the heavenly realm and one that completely holds the essence of divinely orchestrated unconditional love.

A love that comes directly from God... 

Our love will shine as though a million diamonds.  

We both have been remade from within;  very different people who truly love as our God loves.  We will work as a team to transform the lives of many people, part of our Divine purpose since birth;

by God's Holy design.

I had a very close friend of mine to pass away this week.  She was one of the most special people I had ever had the privilege to know.  I am a strong empath, and even though I loved her dearly, I felt I did not have the energy it takes for me to be in a funeral home setting. I take on all the energy of the entire crowd I am in the midst of.   I know in my heart, my friend would certainly have understood.  I now have to watch closely the circumstances and how I give my energy away.  

I have to pace myself, because I get very weak and drained at times.  Certain situations will put me in a state where lots more rest is needed.  I also have been experiencing alot more ascension symptoms recently.  I have been experiencing weakness, being extra tired, headaches, nausea and even fainting at times.  I have been getting dehydrated very quickly as well.  

I will call it a night and speak to you again soon.

May You All Be Blessed.

Love and Light,