"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 79

For two days now, I have started my morning off with a bad headache.  It could be an ascension symptom or the change in the weather, probably both.  It's just not a fun way to start a new day.  I want to be able to go to bed and be finished with screen time;  just put on my app and listen to the sound of rain or a thunderstorm.  So far, though, it has not been that way for me.  I tend to binge watch Tiktok, or listen to YouTube cryptid stories before going to sleep.  Atleast until I get so sleepy, I can finally break my mind away from the thoughts of my special person.  I miss him so much it hurts.  I have deep trust in my future with this man.  He is everything I have ever wanted.  It is so hard not having him with me yet.  God's timing, however,  is always perfect and the very best for our highest good, so I will trust in His promises; we are not to lean on our own understanding. Being human, I feel so inpatient at times and I know my divine masculine is feeling the same way.  We are twin flames, soulmates who have an unbreakable, unshakable spiritual bond.  God created us this way.   We both know, and feel our reunion is near. He is here, in my energy, I can feel him, even though we are not together in the physical just yet.  We communicate very strongly through music.  When we were together, we listened to our favorite music together and it was magical.

I can feel his unconditional love for me within my heart and I know, without a doubt, he can feel it too, vibrating from my heart chakra back to him.  It is simply amazing how the very songs I need to hear, magically show up on my Tiktoc fyp.

I had to end up taking something to get rid of this headache.

I have come to my daughters house for the night, so that I can watch after my granddaughter who is out of school with the flu.

I am the only one left who can watch her tomorrow.  My daughter is a nurse and cannot miss work right now.  All I can do is have faith I will not get it.

Walk in faith and not by sight, God tells us,  as stated in 2 Corinthians 5:7.

Trust, and keep moving forward, even when you can't see the outcome.

I lay here on my daughter's sofa, thinking about so many things.

I think about how far I have come in the last few years, and how I am not the same person.

Yesterday's hardships have all  come to an end, finally.  I have only the promise of the very brightest of futures, that I am fixing to step into.  A future that I have manifested for myself through my heart's desires; a life  I have dreamed of living, in my true purpose.

I am 66 years old now and still have never been loved correctly. I have surpassed many hard lessons in my life. When I think about what is coming into my life, right around the corner, it takes my breath away.  Divine masculine and I, divine feminine, will have the kind of love between us, that

only God ordains.  A relationship, truly created in the heavenly realm and one that completely holds the essence of divinely orchestrated unconditional love.

A love that comes directly from God... 

Our love will shine as though a million diamonds.  

We both have been remade from within;  very different people who truly love as our God loves.  We will work as a team to transform the lives of many people, part of our Divine purpose since birth;

by God's Holy design.

I had a very close friend of mine to pass away this week.  She was one of the most special people I had ever had the privilege to know.  I am a strong empath, and even though I loved her dearly, I felt I did not have the energy it takes for me to be in a funeral home setting. I take on all the energy of the entire crowd I am in the midst of.   I know in my heart, my friend would certainly have understood.  I now have to watch closely the circumstances and how I give my energy away.  

I have to pace myself, because I get very weak and drained at times.  Certain situations will put me in a state where lots more rest is needed.  I also have been experiencing alot more ascension symptoms recently.  I have been experiencing weakness, being extra tired, headaches, nausea and even fainting at times.  I have been getting dehydrated very quickly as well.  

I will call it a night and speak to you again soon.

May You All Be Blessed.

Love and Light,