UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

"POINTLESS REVENGE"

DO NOT TAKE REVENGE...

ROTTEN FRUIT WILL FALL ON IT'S OWN.   💞🕊

"LIFE RENEWS"

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 132

Dear Friends,

I have reached the end of this special project which has shared my most vulnerable parts of myself.

I hope you have enjoyed taking a journey with me through alot of my experiences thus far inside this rollercoaster we call life.  

I am fixing to embark into the next chapter of my life, of which I have so much anticipation.  I cannot wait to unlock that doorway and step into my new reality.

Watch for other random posts from time to time, keeping all of you up to date on where life has taken me.

I say goodbye for now.

I will see you soon.

I Love You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 131

Holding patterns can feel like wasted time.  We all learned during Covid, what being in a holding pattern truly felt like.  It was not in the least bit, fun.   Our whole world changed in an instant.  Rules on how we could freely move around abruptly changed.  Depression, anxiety and grief set in quickly.  We just had to trust the process, no matter how stuck we felt.  The holding patterns we can find ourselves in, will all eventually come to an end.  However, when we are at our lowest, we cannot see a way forward and it will definitely affect your mental health.  For your sanity to stay intact, you have to look at things with a fresh  perspective.  

I have now found myself in another holding pattern in my own life, but for a completely different reason.  After going through a very lengthy time of financial hardship, I decided if I wanted to be able to eat, I would have to let my car go.  It just got to the point, it was just too hard for me to pay that car note and still be able to keep groceries in the house.  I have been without a vehicle for over a year now.  It did not worry me so much in the beginning, but just recently, I have a strong desire to get out and move around more; maybe go shopping, which I love doing.  Having to rely on my daughters to help me when I need transportation, well, it's just getting old. I just feel stuck.

I am waiting on God's timing to move my life forward and set me on the path He has prepared for me, to walk into my new season.  I do not, at the present, live in a normal circumstance, but I have had all my belongings packed up and ready to travel for atleast two years.  At first, I did not understand what the Divine was doing, but I know now, this pause within my life, has not been a punishment, but rather a time of personal reflection and growth. This is in reference to seeking the stillness I often mention and reflecting inward to receive clarity through God's whispers to your heart.

My family does not understand these changes within me, just waiting on God day in and day out to deliver the great blessings He has promised into my physical existence. I am sure  they believe that I have lost my last brain cell. Lol.   Don't ask me how I know, that He has a very important job for me to do, alongside the other lightworkers who came here for this very special time in Earth's history.  We are here 

 to help His people to transition as easily as possible into the new Earth.  

Very soon now, our lives will no longer be the same.

After a time of releasing full disclosure to the public, on why our world has been such a crazy mess for so long and then a period of healing, we will enter what is called 'the Golden Age,' where we will live in a world free of evil.  Physical death will no longer happen. We will be free of the enslavement of the banking systems and each of us will be in lack no longer, but will thrive.  The medbed hospitals are set in place to take the place of systems that kept us sick and will be a great cause for celebration, as there will no longer be deadly illnesses or diseases.  These medbeds were only one piece of alien technology hidden from us by the elites, to keep us sick and pooring billions of dollars into their pockets at the cost of other's illnesses and heartache. 

Medicine, as we know it, will no longer exist.  I do not even want to think about the truth around the pandemic. It is horrendous.  We will all need each other to heal.

We have such great things coming in for us.  Believe it!

It is the truth.

Prayers For Each Of You,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 130

'Separating from the world' is living your life to a higher standard; through your own identity of nonconformity.  You do not follow worldly patterns, emphasizing a mental and spiritual separation through christ-consciousness.  It is not about being isolated, but living in the world, without being of the world.  This is a distinction  that requires a careful balance...

Nonconformity means resisting the patterns of this world, habits and associations to align yourself to christ-mindedness instead.  It could be hunting physical seclusion in a remote location, to find clarity and a peace within, to escape the noise and demands of  modern life.

You may experience a feeling of emotional disconnect to create mental distance or gain perspective by withdrawing from the overwhelm of worldly influences to find inner peace.

To find that inner peace, keep a positive mindset.  Accept the things which cannot be changed and focus on the present moment.  Take a nice walk in nature, breathe deeply and release your stressful, controlling thoughts and expectations.  Live according to your core values and don't forget to prioritize your self-care.  Let go of your worries and calm your turbulent mind.  Many nights while trying to drift off to sleep, my thoughts are racing at me constantly.  I like to tune them out by playing a relaxation sound app or putting on a frequency vibe video.  They are very helpful for going off to sleep or for lessening pain in the body keeping you awake.

Never let your mind wander to the past.  Focus on the here and now, in this very moment.  The past problems can cause only anxiety and suffering.  

Dedicate time daily to yourself;  practice loving yourself and your uniqueness.  

 Release the need for perfection in yourself or others.  Understand what truly matters to you and gain clarity on your life's path.  Release all those burdens you have been holding on to; forgive them, forgive yourself.  Foster relationships with people who help you find support and help you find peace.  A person you can confide in and trust; they are like fine gold...very, very valuable in your life; keep them.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 129

Deeper knowing, spiritually, involves receiving wisdom from mindful self-reflection.  It allows you access to intuition, connecting with your spiritual essense and developing a more authentic purpose-driven life.  This process includes acknowledging and working with spiritual doubt as a catalyst for growth; embracing uncertainty rather than absolute answers.  A deeper spiritual knowing involves a heightened sense of intuition, a subtle guidance coming from within you, rather than from reasoning.  You have to quiet the external world and your busy mind.  Allow your deep essense to take over every part of your existence.  Healthy spiritual knowing doesn't provide all the answers, but it fosters an exceptance of the unknown, allowing you to remain open and grow spiritually.  Spiritual knowing is an engaged activity involving mind, body, heart and soul.  It's not just an objective cognitive process.  Focusing your undivided attention inward helps you connect with your spiritual essense.  Honestly explore your experiences and challenges for what is holding your spiritual growth back.  Questioning things and having doubt, can provide deeper exploration and growth into deeper aspects of your being.  Have an attitude of surrender.  Stay open to the unknown.  Align yourself with your highest values and cultivate compassion to nurture your inner tranquilty and purpose.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 128

Having a heart of service means having a mindset of genuine desire to help others; to meet their needs.  Having a strong character of selflessness, empathy, humility and a focus on others' wellbeing rather than one's own gain.  It involves having a willingness to go the extra mile, and do what is necessary without complaint, contributing to the good of the community through acts of kindness, support and care without expecting anything in return.  

Cultivating a servant's heart can be developed through small acts of kindness and focusing on your gratitude.  An humble heart is imperative to servanthood.  

Try shifting your perspective from 'I have to' to 'I get to.'  Acts of service are a privilege, not a chore.  This shift can turn an obligation into a new opportunity to be greatful in your life.

Key characteristics of a servant's heart would be empathy, humility and deeply understanding and connecting with others.  Be a good listener.  Fostering a sense of togetherness, along with that deep understanding of other's needs and working together, managing resources responsibly for the greater good of all, is key. A leader having a servant's heart, works hard and sets an example for those around them.  Empathy is an important trait of a leader with a servant's heart.  It gives them the special ability to understand what others are thinking and feeling.  A person with a servant's heart speaks with power.  They love what the Creator loves and they seek God's purposes while inspiring trust.  They are a spiritual healer.  

Honor is found in giving, not receiving; greatness being displayed in serving, not being served.  Take it to heart.

May Each One Be Blessed,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 127

We were created divine beings.  If we, as those divine beings, accept the light that God gives rather than choosing to remain in darkness, our soul can become peaceful.  We are infinite souls and can become insightful and very intuitive through our connection with the Creator.  You will see things much more clearly and think much more clearly in any given circumstance which requires your complete attention.

You will have expanded your awareness to where you can trust your decisions and can live a totally authentic life.  I have an intuition that is so strong, it allows me to know quickly whether I am listening to someone speak the truth or relaying a fabrication.

Being able to alchemize and transmute energy from a negative to a positive and my intuition are two of my most powerful gifts.  I even surprise myself sometimes.

I am a clairsentient healer.  I have 'clear feeling' that gives me the ability to read emotional and spiritual energy.  With this wonderful, God-given ability, I can provide healing and support for those who need it.

I act as a highly sensitive instrument tuning myself into the  feelings, intentions and energies of a person.  I can offer guidance, comfort and an emotional spiritual balance for those who need it.  Being clairsentient, I receive clear psychic information through the body.  The physical manifestations I get can be a gut intuition, chills, tingling and a unique vibration in my body.  

Until recently, I had still questioned my exact purpose, however, it has become very clear to me now of what my calling truly is.  It gives me so much happiness to know I will use these 'spiritual gifts' God has activated within me, to help others with their soul's imbalances, reconnect with the source of creation and bring them back; back into the light, and out of there internal darkness.

Prayers To You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 126

You are worthy of the love you desire.  The higher you bring your vibrational frequency, you will start to attract someone that matches your frequency.  You are worthy and have always been worthy of a love, but not just any love...deep love.  

Plant the seeds of love by stating to the universe, in great detail, what you want in your life, and want in a partner. When your frequency is vibrating high, the universe has no choice but to bring that love into your existence that will match and balance your life.  Low-vibrational people, are those who are not healed yet.  Thats why you draw a low-vibrational person towards you when you are still vibrating in a low frequency yourself.

So speak that great truth of exactly what you want.  You will manifest it into existence.  Call forth a partner with shared dreams, someone who aligns with your higher self.  Love is a spiritual journey.  Invite someone into your life who enhances your being and values you and your authenticity.  Love's energy will be your guiding light;  it will upgrade all relationships you have in your life.

Only you are responsible for who you allow into your life.  Do not accept someone who gives you constant red flags; pay close attention, use your intuition to guide you.

There are alot of people out there that are just meant as a karmic lesson for you to teach you what is 'Not Good' to have in your life; to learn that you deserve so much more.  This is why some of us have been married more than once.  They are sent to help you learn lessons.  Each of us have many lessons we came here to learn. A karmic relationship is a relationship that does not last but is, however, very important to our growth.

Do not forget to love yourself.  You will not be able to love someone else correctly, without first loving you.  Honor yourself and be greatful for the person you are becoming.  You were created a divine vessel of love and light.  God is with you no matter where you are.  Let Him guide you into your purpose;

We all have a purpose in life.  Allow Him to teach you to love yourself and others unconditionally. Let the beauty that God has created, inspire you in your creativity.  By taking baby steps to go inside yourself to connect with God, talk to Him and tell Him what you desire in your life.  Keep yourself in a higher vibration and just watch the amazing results.

I Love You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 125

Be greatful for all things you see, all things that you know and all the many things you experience.

Be greatful that you are alive during this time.  We are magnificent creations of the universe and are all loved unconditionally by this universe.  I doubt if you have given it much thought.  Our lives are a constant flow of activity.  You may be experiencing a period of time where your heart is not feeling it, however, we are all celestial beings with unlimited potential.  We are all divine co-creators with the universe.  You are worthy and have always been worthy...

Why?...because the universe created you and created you to create.  Open yourselves up to  knowledge, insight and wisdom.  We never stop our capacity to learn.  We were created to honor sacred light in all our fellow beings.  

We are life.

We are beautiful.

We are important.

We are all special individuals.

We are each one unique.

We are a wonderful part of

     creation.

And we are all equipped with

     God-given talent.

Forgive yourself for your mistakes, pick yourself up and keep moving ahead in life.  We all make mistakes.  It is part of being human and learning lessons in unconditional love; and that is why we are here.  Instead of bashing yourself, give yourself grace.  Give yourself love and compassion.  At one time or another in our lives, we get involved in some situations that are not for our highest good.  Take those situations, learn from them and keep moving ahead.  Love yourself without conditions as you would anyone else you dearly love.  Choose that compassion towards yourself and release judging yourself because of it.  Love yourself, and love the person you are becoming.  Focus on the abundance of love already present in your life; not any thoughts of lack.

Honor your ambitions and go after your dreams.  You are worthy of having what you dream of in your reality.  

Get motivated and feel confident that you will have it.  Think positive thoughts about already having the life you want.  

Feel peace knowing the universe has your back.  You are supported by the universe.  

We are all blessed beyond measure and our Creator has given us powerful creativity that flows from us like a river.  We all have spiritual gifts within us to give the world.  Release any barriers you have built within you,  keeping you from having the abundant life you deserve.

Live in Perfect Peace.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 124

We have the power to heal ourselves.  You can literally manifest better health.  We were all created to create.  With the fact that we manifest our thoughts and the life we want, you can literally create anything for yourself.  

I have mentioned to my children many times, if you keep a negative mindset, that is exactly what you will draw towards you.

You must speak to yourself with positivity, love and kindness.  Whatever we think or speak is brought into our life because of the lower vibration you are in.  Positives equal a higher vibration, negatives keep you in a low vibration.  Balance your energy and you will raise your vibration, automatically bringing positive higher vibrational outcomes into your life. 

To manifest better health for yourself focus your intentions by using affirmations in a journal, speaking them outloud or both, as I do.  Use vivid visualizations of yourself in an optimal state of wellness.  Practice being greatful every day for your body's abilities.  Release any limiting  beliefs and negative emotions that can hinder your progress.

Use these mental techniques along with your daily self-care to support a positive mindset.

Begin a regiment of healthy habits that balances with your vision of vibrant health.  Allow your positive thoughts about health to guide you into making healthier choices.   Never focus on lack in your current reality,  but when writing or speaking your affirmations, be specific in what you want by speaking as though you already have it.  Be patient with the process and TRUST IN YOUR ABILITY to manifest positive outcomes.

SUCCESS TO YOU ALL,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 123

Never stop believing in your dreams.  Your deepest desires can be yours, but it is necessary that you believe with everything in you, that you will receive them.   For all of us going through hard times, we must remember things will not be this way forever.  Our lives change.  Better times are ahead.

Have the faith, trust and confidence that it will come about.  

Believe it as though you already have it.

Whatever your vibrational frequency is, you attract things to you that will match that frequency.  

To raise your vibrational frequency, maintain a mindset of peace, joy and positivity. Things such as gratitude, spending time in nature, meditation practices, eating healthy foods, exercising and surrounding yourself with  positive people and experiences will improve your vibration and raise your frequency.  Shifting from low frequency emotions like fear to a higher frequency such as love can and will shift your energetic state.

Consciously count your blessings to shift your focus from a lack mentality to being greatful;  improving your mood and overall happiness.  

Cultivating more positive thinking will automatically align you with higher frequencies.  Being kind and spreading positivity naturally elevates your energetic vibration.  Avoid negative people that will instantly lower your energy. Avoid listening to negative media.  

One of the most important things we must do is forgive those who have wronged us; not necessarily for them but for you.

Hanging on to the negativity associated with this type trauma is a very heavy burden to bare.

Eating healthier, consuming whole foods, fresh fruits and vegetables, nourish your body in the way it needs.  Drink plenty of fluids and stay hydrated. This flushes bad toxins from your body.  These things strengthen your support system, and the improvement of your energetic vibration.

Moving your body also releases

stagnant energy and boosts that energetic frequency.  

Engage yourself in creative activities; painting, writing, singing...that sort of thing.

Listen to high vibrational music or podcasts to raise your energetic environment.

Practice being still.  It is within this meditative stillness you are able to connect to the Creator.  It calms you and relieves stress within you.  Slowing down your mind will cause wonderful things to occur.

I write the things I desire in my journal, writing them as though I already have them.  I speak them outloud often verbally affirming my thoughts and desires.

Once you start understanding that you attract things into your life that match your vibration, you will begin to realize why things are not happening the way you want them to.   You are stuck in a lower vibrational frequency.  YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE THAT.

RAISE YOUR VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER.

BELIEVE...

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 122

Inverse correlation behavior is when a person has this quality of being more generous under pressure rather than being selfish.  They show deeper compassion when wounded and does not retalliate with cruelty. I am one of those people.  I will tell you though, I have not always been.  In the past, if someone hurt me, I would go out of my way to get back at that person.  Not anymore.  Having a personal close relationship with the Divine has taught me to have a loving calmness about me. This is the relationship between two variables, where the increase in one variable results in a decrease in the other.

Another example could be seen between depression and marital satisfaction;  when marital satisfaction increases, depression decreases.  It is certainly so.  

An important point I am trying to make for you is this.  An increase in one's spiritual awareness comes about by going inside yourself and then in turn, this will lessen the negativity you put out into the world: more light, less darkness.  It's really that simple.  Learning to love each other unconditionally, regardless of whether a person's life path is different from yours, whether or not they hurt you, or there are racial differences between you. Hate is a taught behavior.

Whether you want to believe it or not, we are all on a level playing field.  We and every other living thing are ALL connected.  We are all a part of ONE energetic field.  

All a person needs to do is look up at a beautiful night sky lit up with brilliant endless stars to know they are a part of something much greater.  It humbles you.

When you allow the creator to bring out the light from within you, it lessens the dark's hold over you.  It brightens everything about you and brightens your influence on everyone else around you.

It is the Divine's guidance in our lives which guides both individuals and events.

God Bless You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 121

PTSD or post traumatic stress disorder is a mental health condition which is brought on by an extremely stressful or frightening event in one's life, either by being part of the event or witnessing it.   Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares, severe anxiety and uncontollable thought patterns in regard to the traumatic event.  People who go through traumatic events may have a hard time adjusting or coping for a while.  With time and taking good care of themselves, they usually get better.  For those few whose symptoms become worse instead of better, they will lose their ability to function in their daily routines.  The disorder usually starts within about three months of the traumatic situation.  When it affects your ability to function in society, help will have to be sought out.

PTSD symptoms are put into four different groups:

Intrusive Memories

Avoidance

Negative Changes in Thinking

      and Mood

And

Changes in Physical or         

     Emotional Reactions

We hear mostly it seems, of the PTSD symptom of Intrusive Memories among the people returning from war.  So many of these victims end up living on the street because of not being able to cope in their everyday lives once they have returned.  It's such a sad thing to think about.  These traumatic memories can resurface over and over again as though playing on a loop within their mind. For some, it may be actually reliving the event as flashbacks.  They can have severely disturbing dreams as well.  Intrusive thinking in regard to traumatic events can and will cause severe emotional distress.

Many people who have been through something terrible tend to push it continuously out of their mind as though it would just go away.  It rarely does.  If you avoid the emotional pain you are experiencing, whether you are aware of it or not, by just continuing to be avoidant of the event all together, it can cause a  downward spiral into a deep depression that is hard to recover from.  They could want to distance themselves from places, activities or people that remind them of the trauma.

 Symptoms of changes in thinking come about as negative self-talk and negativity towards others as well.  They even could begin thinking negatively about the world in general. A person will start to carry negative emotions such as fear, guilt, blame, anger or shame.  They can feel emotionally numb.  They can start feeling detached from their family and friends and lose interest in things they once enjoyed.  People who have been through such a traumatic experience can have a difficult time feeling positive emotion.

When someone experiences changes in physical and emotional reaction, they will be easily startled,  have self-destructive behavior, trouble concentrating, trouble sleeping, sexual dysfunction and anger outbursts.  Physical reactions in their body such as sweating, shaking and/or rapid heartbeat can occur.

PTSD symptoms can become worse if you are already generally stressed, even though you are not feeling stressed within the post traumatic stress dynamic.

These issues are some of the most important that people need to heal,  as we just keep piling more trauma on to an already  overwhelmed heart.  There are many of us who have childhood traumas that have never been dealt with.  This was something I needed to work on, for sure, and I did.  I am clear of it today.

This is a necessary part of helping yourself heal spiritually.  Trust me when I tell you, you have no idea how heavy this has  been to carry within you for so many years.  I feel like a new person, since I've healed my shadows, as they are called. The traumas literally make your whole body heavy with pain.

Through meditation, call on the Creator to help you get started with your healing today.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 120

Problems arise in life when you allow money to become the main focus of your life.  God does not care whether we have wealth and possessions.  The problem lies in keeping it in it's proper perspective.  We are to keep first things first.  Otherwise you wake up one day amidst all those possessions and realize you have lost your desire for God.  Losing that desire for spiritual things is called "quenching the spirit."  This is something that happens within the heart of a greedy person, which is why Jesus said, "seek ye first the kingdom of heaven; and all these things shall be added unto you."

An abundant life refers to having spiritual fullness, joy and purpose, rather than just material wealth and physical existence.  That abundance consists of a strong relationship with God, a deep inner fullfillment and the fruit of the spirit; the fruit of the spirit being love, joy and peace.  It is not about living a life free of challenges, but a life full of strength, hope and grace through your divine provision and personal effort.

Look to your spiritual fulfillment.

Look to a life which is full and satisfying; not dependent on money or material things.  Balance and ground yourself in a connection with God.  A stronger foundation you will not find.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 119

We eventually have to gracefully surrender the things of our youth.  We need to nurture the strength of our spirit to shield us from our misfortunes.  Be gentle with yourselves however, you are still a child of the universe.  There is nothing wrong with the younger generation that twenty years won't cure.  😁🙄

Nothing is ever turned into light and power until it is tunneled.  And by that I mean no life ever grows until it is focused, dedicated and disciplined. 

The trouble with some people is that they will never admit their faults.  Heck! I would admit mine if I had any...

The Lord sometimes takes us into troubled waters, not to destroy us, but to cleanse us and make us stronger.  Your perception of our Creator and His ways;  well...their not our ways and it leaves us confused.  The way you perceive things is very important to receiving clarity in circumstances.  It is always a good thing to give yourself a different way of looking at things.  Wisdom 

is knowing what to do with what you know.  Our greatest underdeveloped territory is our mind.  Ideas are all those wonderful things we dream of but never put into action.  For your ideas to work, you have to put the work in.  

To label someone a failure isn't at all fair though...  The person just started at the bottom and found they liked it there.  

Some of the best and most beautiful things we have in this world, are at there core, something dreamed of and their ideals put into action. Usually it is something aspired to that gives it's creator great happiness in sharing it with the world.

When you feel you are at the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on... 

God never closes one door without opening another one.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 118

The phrase "Gift of Laughter" refers to the profound impact and numerous benefits laughter has in our lives.  It is a precious resource that can heal, connect people and provide a more positive perspective.  Sharing a laugh creates a bond between people by breaking down social barriers.  Laughter is understood across all age groups, genders, languages and cultures.  It serves as a rare, universal human experience.  Laughter can provide a psychological distance from difficult situations or events giving  you the chance to step back and better deal with the circumstances.  Laughter can help a person find that shred of hope in a dark time.  It crowds tension out of our lives.  It adds joy to our work and play bringing courage for you to try again.  Laughter helps us see our personal problems with a new perspective.  Laughter builds strength and can also aid digestion.  It will quicken the mind.  It definitely mellows the mind and renews our faith in our fellowman.  Laughter is contagious, spreads contentment, gives the heartsick new hope, makes friends and converts enemies.

Remember, laughing is ALWAYS WITH and NOT AT.

Laughter is the mark of the positive spirit, of a warm and loving heart; the badge of the person who gets along well with others.

Laughter is something that we truly take for granted.  The great "Gift of Laughter" is most assuredly a wonderful resource, a magical gift from our creator to help bring us out of the darkness...

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 117

God's perfect timing (divine timing) is the belief that God orchestrates events in the universe according to His perfect plan and scheduling;  just not necessarily when we expect them to.  This concept requires faith and patience, trusting that His divine wisdom and will for our lives is most beneficial in our circumstances, even if the reasons aren't  immediately apparent. God's timing reflects His ultimate control over all things and His intimately being involved in human lives.  God's infinite knowledge and power allow Him to see the bigger picture and orchestrate the events in our lives, flawlessly.  I cannot count the number of times I did not know where the money for food or bills was going to come from, when to my astonishment, a check would miraculously appear in the mailbox.  There is no such thing as a coincidence.  God watches out for our wellbeing, that is for sure.  I believe each and every one of us have experienced something similar.  He has a timetable for everything; He is never in a hurry but Always right on time for His will and purpose in our lives.  We all remember praying for  the healing for friends and family or a number of different things or situations. It felt like our prayers just went unanswered and we were left confused and unclear.  The world around you just kept moving on while leaving you in a place you did not want to be.  We all want good things to happen in our lives but we want it NOW...  We all need growth in the area of trusting God.  If you are missing joy and peace within, then you most likely are lacking trust in Him.  Learning to trust God is without a doubt one of the largest lessons we all need to learn while journeying through life.  This is not easy and it requires a conscious daily commitment to surrender your life to Him.  It can, however, be one of the most freeing and peaceful lessons you can learn.

THERE IS AN APPOINTED TIME FOR EVERYTHING AND A RIGHT TIME FOR EVERY EVENT UNDER HEAVEN.

Ecclesiastes 3:1

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If you have something truly valuable to share with the world, it will come through your personality; your authenticity.  This is your spark of identity; your divinity that sets you apart and makes you different from any other living creature.  Do not ever compare yourself with others.  Many fears are born out of these type comparisons.  Nurture your strength of spirit;  do not cause yourself distress over such matters.  You have a right to be here just as the other person does.  Whether or not it is exactly clear to you at the time, have no doubt that the universe is unfolding just as it should be.  Whatever your aspirations in this chaotic world, keep peace within your soul.  Your authenticity is your quality of being genuine; when your actions and expressions align with your true self, values and beliefs.  That is when you are true to your core self and not conforming to outside expectations.  You need to act from your own authority and forge your own path in life.  There should be an alignment between your inner self and the actions you take.  Do not deviate from that balance because of external pressures or social conformity.

I am speaking directly to myself as well.  In the past, during my first marriage, I changed myself to try and make the marriage succeed.  Matter of fact, it was to such an extreme, once the relationship was overwith, I had to learn who I was.  I certainly didn't recognize myself.  I built my existence around his identity as if I was not an individual, and pushed my wants and needs into the background. This was a very hard thing to work through after being in this marriage for twenty years.  If I had only known then what I was truly doing to myself, I would hopefully have done things differently.  I did anything I had to to keep the peace in our home.  I wore a mask, so that no one else knew about how bad it was.  Rather than speaking up as I should have, I let things go.  

I pray all of you take my words to heart.  To hide the real you only causes more heartache in the end.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 115

Trust in God to weave your life's thread into a wonderfully magical fulfilling web, even though you cannot see it yet.  Have an unshakable faith within you that God will finish what he started.  Believe in His promises.

Have an unwavering commitment to your beliefs.  Remain firm and stable in spite of any challenges or doubts.  It involves having a deep trust in God's plan for your life, a willingness to  rely on His plan and having a life characterized by consistent spiritual stability and action, rather than being swayed by external pressures or changing emotions.  

Trust in God even though you do not fully understand His plan.  Know that you can make a habit of relying on God's strength.  Be willing to endure, practice humility and give up the need for instant gratification.  Favor lasting faithfulness by learning to pursue God even when the feelings of His presence may seem distant to you.  He wants you to have that unshakable faith that He is always with you through all the highs and lows of your life.  He will never leave you, nor forsake you.  One of my favorite Bible verses is Isaiah 41:10 which says:

Fear not, for I am with you:

Be not dismayed, for I am your God.  I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

This is a very powerful passage which offers comfort and blessed assurance of His promise to be present with His people, strengthening them and giving them support through difficulties; urging you to not be afraid or anxious. Fear is our natural response to challenges of the unknown, however we can rest in the fact that NOTHING, but nothing, takes our Sovereign God by surprise. 

Friends, Rely On Him, Always,

God Bless You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 114

What are the building blocks of life or death?  Your words are.  The words you speak set the cornerstone of your reality.  Circumstances and conditions are subject to change, but with the support of the words you speak, you can establish them in your life forever.  We all live within the confines of the boundary you create with your own words.

A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good;  an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil:  for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh.

Luke 6:45 

Your own words can truthfully change your immune system for the better or the worse.  The words you speak are vital to your health and well-being.  So many of us tell ourselves often, "I feel terrible" or "my body hurts." Without knowing it, we are creating a reality within us.  We must speak the language of health to our bodies.  God's words are infused into us, by giving voice to His Word by our own mouths and THIS is the language of health to our bodies.  Affirmations of God's Word in faith WILL build up your immune system.  Medical science aids healing physically by administering medicine.

God's Divine healing is Spiritual and administered through the spirit.  When the Word of God is engrafted into your spirit, it produces results in the body as well.  When you speak God's words from the heart, your faith gives substance to His promises. Speak the word of faith to your body.  Speak as though you already have your healing.  Our bodies were created with the ability to heal itself.  When you are sick, do not deny you're sick, but do not constantly tell yourself you are.  Your body will respond to your voice.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 113

Inner child wounds have been experienced by so many of us.  They are buried oh so deep.

Usually they are wounds that inevitably take the longest to bring to the surface and heal.

These are emotional and psychological, caused from 

bad childhood experiences.  These wounds can stem from a single incident or ongoing experiences that leave emotional scars.  Emotional wounding is the most common type of childhood trauma coming from  dismissed or ignored emotions.

It then becomes very difficult for the person to maintain any emotional stability.

They are:

1   Abandonment

2   Guilt

3.  Trust 

4   Neglect

5.  Humiliation

6.  Betrayal and

7.  Injustice

With an abandonment wound you feel left out, you fear being left, you hate being left alone, you are co-dependent, you will threaten to leave and are most definitely attracting emotionally unavailable people as well.

Guilt wounds make you feel overall bad, you do not like to ask for things, you use guilt to manipulate others to get what you want,  you are afraid to set any boundaries with others, and you normally attract people who make you feel guilty.

With a trust wound you are afraid of being hurt, you definitely do not trust yourself, you will go out of your way to find reasons to not trust someone else.  You feel very insecure and need alot of external validation.  You do not feel safe and usually attract other people who do not feel safe when with you either.

Neglect wounds cause a person to struggle to let things go, you have very low self-esteem and will get angry very easily.  This person will struggle to say "no".

They repress their emotions and fear being vulnerable.  They often attract others who do not appreciate them or make them feel seen...

Humiliation wounding is when a child has dealt with constant criticism and embarrassment.  Parents instill fear within them.

This leads to paranoia, despair and depression.

Having a childhood betrayal wound is caused by parents never keeping their promises to the child; so much inconsistency that leads to a difficuly in trusting people and forming healthy relationships.  They are always waiting for the next disappointment.

A child's deep-seated feelings of unfairness or imbalance within their early experiences is what is known as an injustice wound.  It arises when a child experiences unfair treatment, harsh discipline or being held to unrealistic standards.  An upbringing by parents who are cold and authoritative burden their children with a disrespectful educational style and most assuredly cause harm emotionally as well as psychologically.

These facts will help you get understanding on how adults have become the people they are.  Things experienced in their early formative years cause many wounds that can remain for a lifetime.

When we go inside ourselves and find strength within to pull these repressed memories to the surface, they can then be dealt with, healed and finally released to never harm our present reality.

I Love You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 112

Starting over in a renewed relationship after awakening that has healed your hearts, can give the relationship a second chance, with God as your foundation.  This kind of strong foundation with the creator at the center of your relationship gives a special connection what it needs, to remain strong and also grow.  Without it, neither one have the strength to power through life as we know it to be.  It refers back to the man who built his house upon the rock rather than on the sand.  Shifting sand has no foundation under it at all.  In a situation like that, one difficult circumstance can come along in this person's life and it would be all that it would take to tear them down.  Things are constantly changing and unpredictable.  It takes strength and a strong foundation to manuever through the ebb and flows of life.  Our creator knew this fact.  He knew it would take patience, but in choosing to wait for the one that is divinely guided into your life, makes all the difference.  One thing I have learned from experience is to never chase after love.  You have to realize your own worth.  If the other person does not put effort into the relationship, it just will not work.  If you are the only one pouring into the relationship,  save yourself time and heartache, walk away from it now.  Do not prolong  the inevitable.  You need to heal.  Go within yourself and ask yourself why you feel you must have that person's love and that no one else is ever going to love you.  Nothing could be further from the truth.  I know, without any doubt, there are great numbers of people who remain in unhealthy, toxic partnerships because they believe they are not worthy of a healthy relationship.  You are worthy and have always been worthy.  Life can have you so beat down that you believe you could never have the life and relationship of your dreams.  You have to heal all past traumas you have experienced.  I personally had to spend the better part of my life  surviving two marriages that were wrong before I could heal all my past trauma I had buried deeply and allow the love of my life to enter my life. It goes much deeper than just marriages.  It could have been a falling out with a sister, brother, mother or friend.  Our pent up traumas stack up and up and up, unless you begin your healing.  Some people have no understanding of how to get themselves out of this funk.  Lean on the one who is always beside you and loves you unconditionally, whether you believe it or not.  There is no better feeling than being able to let go of all the negative in your life and start living in the bright positive light of the Divine.

I Love You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 111

When you have readiness, you have a state of being coming into balance with what your soul needs.  Not only do we receive trauma during our lives in general through our circumstances, we also, unbeknownst to us, have brought forward into our present incarnation or existence, the unhealed problems of the past.  After long periods of time without healing the soul, many will refuse to go through what is necessary to heal their heart. They remain in darkness because it is more comfortable for them to remain there.

I completely understand, now today, why I never seemed to  be into going to church.  I am sure most all of us, have heard at one time or another, someone say that they do not need to go to church services to worship.

Regular weekly churchgoers would gasp, but in all honesty, persons that feel this way, have always, subconsciously, felt it to be true, but probably also felt a little guilty for feeling that way. In truth, their intuition was spot on.  I had some church activities I really enjoyed, but for the most part, I always felt I did not belong in the church overall. It just never felt right to me.  I will say this again...religion was completely man made. People who would invite you to church could lay quite a guilt trip on you for not coming through the doors when invited.  Actually connecting to the Divine only comes about usually when something triggers the person, bringing them to a desire; the readiness to go within and heal. The more you inwardly heal, you learn very quickly, that the life that you have been living has been nothing but an illusion.  This  has always been that way and planned that way to keep us from connecting to the source of all living and each other.  The very fact that churches came into existence in the first place, was to separate God's people and control them within these different religious boundaries where each church or denomination felt that their beliefs were the only ones correct. Religion was never of God and God is not someone outside of ourselves.   The truth is that He lives within us all, as well as all living things.

Each of you, without being triggered, can start your own healing process yourself by going inward and questioning your own heart and listening to the still small voice of God that helps your healing along by your sitting quietly in meditation.  He will speak to anyone who is willing to listen.  He does not ever force you because we all have free will.  We are living in a world today though that seems to have taken all of our free will out of the equasion.

On a final note, there is immeasurable darkness within the church.  Once that darkness has more light breaking through it, it cannot stand.  The issue is that without a connection to the creator, there is no light found within.  What little light there is cannot be found after the darkness has taken over.  The weaker light within is not strong enough to withstand this magnitude of darkness. 

When we are born into this world, we come with God's light within us, but over time with our hearts not receiving the healing needed, it is not seen any longer. When a person doesn't connect to the light source inside of us all, they can and will be giving over to the darkness which can indwell the ones who are not divinely connected.  In that way we realize that many people operate in negativity.  His love and patience for every one of us..... it's mindblowing. 

So praise be to our loving creator.

Please pray for all people as we journey through these changes which are coming soon.

I love you all,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 110

Having a "spirit of love" is a deep, selfless and unconditional affection that surpasses emotion.  When you have a "spirit of love" you are characterized by compassion, empathy and a deep desire for the wellbeing of others.  It is not just a feeling.  It is a way of acting and interacting with the world through kindness, patience and a willingness to serve.  While love brings strong emotions, the "spirit of love" has a deeper, more enduring quality that transcends feelings which come and go.  It goes beyond romantic love, beyond familial love and emcompasses a broader sense of connection and empathy for all of humanity.

You cultivate a mindset of compassion, forgiveness and support.

Having a spirit of love is seen as having connection to a higher power; a connection that fosters a sense of unity with all of humanity.  It encourages a shared humanity with others, even those who are different or have made mistakes.  The "spirit of love" is expressed through acts of service to others.  It may include making sacrifices for their wellbeing.  It also includes a great capacity to forgive others, being understanding of their perspectives and also to offer support in times of difficulty.

When God creates this kind of love within someone, there will be no need to fear.  When this kind of love is created between two people, it WILL NEVER FAIL.

IT HAS COME STRAIGHT FROM GOD AND GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES.

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 109

Living your life as a people- pleaser while seeming selfless, is very detrimental.  It affects your well being as well as your relationships.  It often leads to chronic stress and low self-esteem.  Setting healthy boundaries with others, well when you bend over backwards to please friends and family,  it is almost nonexistent.  While you might feel popularity, the long term consequences far outweigh the benefits.  When you have an excessive desire to please  others, you do it at the expense of your own needs.  Behaviors such as difficulty in saying no, 

apologizing excessively, taking on too much and avoiding conflict at all costs, most certainly point to you being a people-pleaser.  When you prioritize someone else's needs above your own, you are leading yourself to feelings of resentment and anxiety; and inevitably, low self-esteem.

This will most definitely result in you lowering your own self-care.

You have to make sure you prioritize you, then you can take care of someone else better, and with a better understanding.  Never allow someone else to decide how your life should go.  You are ultimately responsible for what you allow.  You deserve and are worthy of a happy life.  

Its not completely evident to the one pleasing others, but you are actually giving the other person control over you.  You do not really want that.  In an attempt to feel safe, accepted or loved, you try your best to pacify others because you are afraid of what will happen if you don't.

Break free of this way of thinking.  This is a learned behavior.  You are not born a people-pleaser.  Parents should provide children with unconditional love as they grow and develop.  Without a parent making it clear to a child that they are loved no matter what they do, a child will grow up believing love is dependent on what they do.   Be clear that you want to hear their needs.  Their opinion matters; their voice matters.  Take time to ask your child what they think and feel.  That way you are teaching them to look within themselves and not search for validation in what other's opinions are, such as well, if I do this and this, then they will love me.

Unconditional love, always...

Love and Healing Light,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 108

Starting over after a divorce is never easy.  It involves facing tough emotions and building a new support system.  It is a process of grieving, healing and rediscovering oneself while putting together new routines in your life.  

After I was divorced, I definitely had to learn who I was.  I did not ever consider myself as my own person, separate from him.  I centered my life around my husband's life.  For those of us who have been through this, we can all relate.  I had never lived on my own at that point in my life.  I did not know how to be alone.  The emotional roller coaster is nothing to laugh about.  Divorce is a significant loss.  You have to allow yourself to feel the sadness and anger.  Allow yourself to become your number one priority.  Treat yourself compassionately.  Take care of yourself by exercising, getting enough sleep and eating healthy.

Begin to build a new, strong support system. Connect with trusted friends and family or join a support group with others going through similar circumstances;  and then navigating emotional challenges will not be as difficult.  Rebuilding your life after a divorce can become one of the toughest challenges ever.

If you were from a two income home things can become extremely difficult going from two people contributing to the household down to one income coming in.  You have to create a budgeting guideline to be able to manage it successfully.

Starting with a clear plan is important.  Make savings a priority.  Money will be tight but even a small amount put back each month can really add up.

Think long term;  focus on income growth.  Work on rebuilding your credit over time.

Having little money to depend on can also strengthen your resilience.  It certainly strengthens you more than you could ever imagine. 

Through my own periods of hardship, I opened up my eyes one day and realized that I had made it a whole six months and I was still in the game; not only surviving but I was well on my way to thriving.  We are so much stronger than we ever give ourselves credit for.  It can look so scary to begin with...you feel so lost.  It's so important to acknowledge all the range of emotions you will feel.  Allow yourself some healing grace.  Give yourself lots of self love.  Do not turn yourself into a hermit.  Get out and enjoy your life.  Go out to eat with friends or go to see a movie.  I had to learn to be happy by myself.  Once upon a time, I did not like going to do something I enjoyed by myself.  Once I got used to sitting in silence with my own company, I then could experience happiness on my own.

Give yourself the chance to be alone with yourself.  In this way, so much healing is allowed to take place.  

After hermit mode is over and you have learned some of life's toughest lessons, you can then be ready to start a new relationship when the time comes.  Never look for your own happiness in another person. Search it out within yourself.

 I just placed myself in the background when married before,  as though I did not matter; not ever allowing my individuality to shine.  I put any and everyone ahead of what I wanted.  I did not know I was worthy of my own happiness.

We are all worthy of living a wonderfully fulfilling and happy life.

Love and Light,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 107

I am starting to come out of what I can only describe as a writer's block.  I have had little to no motivation.

My subject for today...

"NORMAL ISN'T COMING BACK."

Our entire world, as we know it, is changing now and trying to heal. The earth is splitting into two separate timelines as we speak. 

Learning the truth, for those of us who are still sound asleep, is certainly not going to be a pleasant experience.  It will be difficult for even the totally awakened.  There are still many things that even they don't know as of yet.

The global takedown of all this evil began quite a few years ago now and what is happening in front of our eyes everyday, is a scripted movie.  They are mostly  actors within this scripted movie; many of them wearing masks of the people they are portraying.  As Trump has stated, the ones we think are dead are alive, some helping in the takedown of this sickening evil, and the ones you are assuming that are alive, are dead now; already tried for treason and crimes against humanity, many executed and some serving life in prison.  We are quickly arriving to the end of this movie.  It had to be done in this way so as not to cause worldwide panic.  That is why they have been putting out small bits of true information for quite a while and now beginning to accelerate it all.

It is absolutely centered around the abduction and trafficking of our children.

Believe me, I wish the things I now know, I didn t.  The shock at finding out the people you trusted, were the very ones committing these heinius attrocities.  It will be a hard pill to swallow.  Politicians, Hollywood elites, televangelists, musical artists, sports stars;  you name it.

They have all been in on it.

It's the sadest thing ever...

Trump has also said, "They will have to rewrite the history books".  Because of the way we were all blindsided and kept in the dark about everything and never given our true history, it is going to be mindblowing and make you wonder how in the world they fooled everyone on such a large scale. They planned it all so subtly, making us prisoners within this matrix, and put us totally under their watchful control. 

 Our entire financial system was used against us so horribly.  There is nothing that I know of, that has not been weaponized against us.

Right down to the medicines and vaccines we take, food we consume and the water we drink. The flouride which they led us to believe was needed for protection, was just another way of causing harm to the masses.

The things they show us on main stream media are mostly lies that they feed the people so they will accept things which are not true.  Except for the local news, I stopped watching the  nighttime national news programming a long time ago.  They cannot be trusted AT ALL.  In case you had not noticed, they are extremely biased, politically.  It's all just another way to push certain belief systems.  Those people do not know how to tell the truth, they are made up of, yeh, I said it, CRIMINALS. 

Biden, to those asleep, was not nor ever will be the president.

Trump was president all that time, handing things over, at that time, to the military during what you thought was a Biden presidency.  We were already watching this movie.  What the people assumed was Biden's inauguration was actually when his funeral was taking place.

Several years ago now, the military recovered everything they needed to take all these criminals down.  They were all in on it, on a global scale.  The movie has covered every evildoer and their evil deeds; even their plans to kill off large numbers of the human race with a  mandatory vaccine which they pushed for something completely fabricated and  unnecessary, while making the people who refused it, the bad guy.  Alot of people were already awake to the truth and that my friends, is why they refused it. We were not your enemy.  I tried desparately to make people see the truth.

What we were up against were mostly human hybrid species...Draco Reptilians.  They are shapeshifters.   YES!  THIS IS VERY REAL.  

You will eventually start putting the puzzle pieces together.

For those of you who thought the world of Barack Obama, he was part of a trafficking ring, being run from up in under the whitehouse.  Two miles down, from within cages, many people from toddlers to 65 years of age, were rescued and brought back to the surface.  This was only one such rescue.

Q, with Trump included, along with the white hat military, have rescued children held captive by these alien entities from under the ground.  Many children were rescued who had never seen the light of day, having been born underneath the surface. 

Trump's military physically fought against these aliens to be able to free the people held underground in the tunnels.

I started getting curious and taking notice of the fact that so many people were disappearing from our national parks.  All these parks sit on top of many deep underground bases.  Bases where they carry on terrible things such as human experimentation and satanic ritual abuse.  We are just a food source to them among other things, just like cattle.

I will be glad to see all these things brought out into the light, so we can all finally know the truth and begin to heal from this terrible evil. 

Take notice now, there will not be any evil moving forward into the New Earth.  You must wake up now.  If your vibration remains too low, you have no choice but to remain in your present reality.

   Such great technology hidden underground also, by the elites for their own use, while people were dying every day on the surface.

 Also, from what I understand, only higher vibrational people are accepted by the medbeds.  Apparently, these medbeds read a person's vibration for use.  That alone is a great reason to start awakening.

These medbeds can completely heal all sorts of diseases, regrow lost limbs, etc. by regenerating your body from the cell level and even, my personal favorite, turn back the clock by 30 years.

God Bless You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 106

I will speak a little about some of the truth behind the biblical story of Adam and Eve and the garden of Eden. 

Once upon a time long ago came the extraterrestrials called the 

Annunaki to this planet to mine minerals or gold in order to help their own planet, Nibiru.

Because the task before them was more difficult than first expected, they brought forth a plan to create a new being by combining the seed of the hominid that was here with biological material of the Annunaki, the seed from Nibiru.

They would create a helper being. (Us)-  Adamo and Eva

There was much debate about this decision.  There were two brothers, Enki and Enlil,  Enki being the one who wanted to move forward with this creation plan, while Enlil thought better of it, stating that this kind of decision should be left to the creator source.   Enki was compassionate towards the homo sapiens, where most just considered us a servant race.  Enki, using his knowledge in advanced genetics and biology, played a pivotal role in our creation.  We were engineered with not only the capabilities of the work needed but also possessing intelligence and the ability to experience feelings and sensations.

The idea of the snake represented the knowledge and wisdom of the Annunaki, especially in regard to genetics.

Hence, the spiral of DNA.

It was not wanted for the homo sapiens to have that knowledge.  Annunaki wanted humans to remain somewhat a servant.  So the idea of the humans 'eating' the knowledge (the apple) was forbidden to them.  

The actual Garden of Eden was one of many genetic laboratories located on our planet, one of the main laboratories being located as in the story handed down. Eden was simply the name which was given to that certain base.

When the Annunaki who did not come to our planet found out what the Annunaki who did come here had done, it was  actually against their laws.

The unlawful offenders were recalled to their own planet.

After that, they would return and check on the humans.  There were still genetic markers still turned off in us at that time.  They gave humans guidance and tutored them in their knowledge and growth occurred over time.  The Annunaki knew that they would eventually be left to themselves. Because of this relationship between homo sapiens and the Annunaki, humans considered them gods.

This is why religion came into existence.  Without humans unknowingly believing the Annunaki were gods, religion would never have been.

Allow this all to sink in.  It is truth.  Religion was all man made to worship beings they considered gods.  The truth is a whole lot different.  The truth is your connection to our  true creator is found in spirituality, NOT religion.

Christ consciousness is not found within a church building, but within yourselves.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 105

Dear friends, live with purpose every day.  Have a sense of direction and meaning in your life.  Align your every action with your life goals.  Contribute to something larger than yourself.  Make choices and take actions that will align with what is important to you.  Find your fulfillment through what you are passionate about to contribute to your well-being as well as potentially improving the well-being of others.  Purpose can be your guiding light in this world.  A strong sense of purpose can help set meaningful goals and result in your achieving them.

Take it to heart.

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 104

Shadow work is inner healing work and it involves working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself which you have repressed and hidden from yourself.  This includes any trauma you have experienced or parts of your personality that you subconsciously consider to be undesirable.  Anyone can do their shadow work on their own.

This can include diving into reasons for jealousy or confronting feelings of anger or pent up aggression.  

Shadow work IS NOT EVIL.  It is a psychological process through which you go through personal growth in your life.  It involves your acknowlegement of all parts of yourself and integrating  even parts considered to be negative, to achieve wholeness and balance.  Although not dangerous, it can be intense and emotionally challenging.  Exploring hidden emotions and past experiences, especially related to trauma, can be overwhelming and it is important to have a support system if concerned about being able to handle such intensity.  If not done with care and a person is already dealing with underlying severe depression or anxiety, shadow work could possibly cause these illnesses to become worse.  Delving into unresolved issues without proper support can cause retraumatization.

Set limits on your emotional and mental energy devoted to your shadow work, taking breaks when needed.   Prioritize your self care.  Ensure you have enough emotional resilience to handle the challenging feelings which may arise.  Ultimately, doing shadow work offers immense potential for emotional healing, personal growth and self-awareness for improved relationships.  Without proper self-awareness or control, you do run the risk of amplified negative traits such as acting out or engaging in unhealthy coping mechanisms.  Look to your support system while going through these difficult parts of your shadow work.  This support system you put in place, is absolutely priceless during these more difficult times in your self-awareness journey.

I LOVE YOU ALL,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 103

Happiness is a very powerful thing.  It affects your physical health as well as your emotional health.  Your productivity can greatly improve when you're happy.  Relationships thrive so well when both parties are happy in their lives.  Happiness is not just a fleeting emotion.  Cultivating your happiness leads to a more resilient and fulfilling life.

Happiness in your life is connected to a stronger immune system, lower stress levels and  decreased risk of heart disease.

Happy individuals experience all around less pain, better sleep and much better coping mechanisms for stress and negative emotions.  There is also a correlation between happiness and a longer lifespan.  Happy people are definitely more resilient in the face of life's challenges.  Happiness brings on a better mindset and will improve your focus and creativity during your workday.

A sense of fulfillment comes along with alignment with your core values and meaningful purpose.

While happiness can be influenced by external things, it is also a choice which is cultivated through action.  Happy individuals are able to bounce back from life's setbacks in a much better way.

 Happiness is not just a feeling; not at all.  It is a very powerful state of mind that can significantly improve your overall wellbeing and contribute wonderfully to a much more fulfilling life.

You, and you alone are responsible for whatever it is that you allow in your life.  Strive to be the happiest you can be in life.  Prioritize yourself and become better equipped to (interstand) what and who you need in your life to be happy and what is best left in the past in order for you to be able to move forward in life.  

And as for me and my life's happiness, I am speaking directly to you, the love of my life; 

This is your green flag! 

Divine masculine...

I Love You.

Come Home.

💙🕊    

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 102

Life can feel as though it is a constant struggle.  This feeling can come from many things; personal challenges, relationships,  financial problems and the emotional impact of life changes.  Seeking ways to cope  through self-reflection, support or setting goals, is necessary for personal growth and well-being.  Signs you may be struggling could be lack of sleep, lack of appetite or energy levels, trouble with concentration, social withdrawal and continuing to harbor a negative mindset.  If any of these things become persistent, it would be wise to seek help.  We are not meant to go through times, such as these, alone.

Make sure to reach out to a family member, friend or someone else you trust to share how you are feeling.  Continuing your self-care by exercising regularly can go a long way in combating depression.  Making time for other activities you enjoy are also very important for bringing yourself out of a dark place.  Feeling overwhelmed is NOT a sign of weakness.  We all go through this in our lives.  It's okay to ask for help.  There are always resources available to get you through difficult times.  

Life is always going to

 be an ebb and flow;  it's like being on a roller coaster, with all the ups and downs.  As strange as it is to think about, for all who at one time or another have questioned why God is allowing certain trials in our lives,  it is not God causing these things. Stop blaming Him. We have all chosen the details of our existence for each lifetime, ourselves, before we were ever born.  Just as a reminder, this world exists as a learning school basically, for us to accomplish the lessons, we as an individual, need to learn in order to ascend into a higher vibrational timeline.  There is not a single one of us who are better than the other.  Underneath the human suit we are wearing,  we were created the same and are all beings of light, having human experiences.  Now whether we choose to connect with our inner light source or remain in darkness, that is our own decision.  We have free will.  Remember this...anything that goes against your free will in this world, no matter what it is or causes confusion of any kind, IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT OF GOD, PERIOD.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 101

What does it mean to be spiritually bankrupt?  Being an overly pessimistic person who chases happiness through material things and is very heavily led by ego.  At certain times in my life, I can certainly remember even the slightest problem could seem to become overwhelming, continuously worsening over time, with more trauma or issues adding to my already highly negative thought patterns.  I had such a negative mindset, everything, and I do mean everything, just seemed to be devastating to me.  I held on to every little thing, during those times, and let them grow inside my negative mind, until I would blow up when it all became too much.  This is why the Divine wants us to heal from the inside out.  I do not let things bother me like I used to.  I just let it roll right off my back, pick myself up, and keep on going.  This does not mean I do not have things bother me;  I just do not allow it to control my thoughts anymore.

Choose the right type of people to associate with for a good starting point.  If you hang with pessimistic people, you will certainly have a time keeping yourself thinking positively. Associate with true positive people who love God and abide by God's laws.  Do not criticize or harm those who want closeness with the Divine.  There is most certainly a void within every person which can only be filled by being restored in fellowship with Him.  

Undergoing trauma such as losing material things are connected to the depth of the ego that needs healing.  It does not actually have a connection to the awakening process itself. You could lose things or become spiritually bankrupt without ever becoming spiritually awakened.  The same is true that you can awaken spiritually without ever losing any material goods or being bankrupt spiritually.  However, trauma can be a catalyst for introspection and people will start to look at themselves in a deeper way.  

But too, deep suffering is not the only means to this.  A person could also become deeply curious about the truth and curious about themselves and wonder who they truly are.

Karmic debt is something we owe ourselves...WE ARE OUR OWN KARMA.  Karma is not something outside ourselves.  Karma means 'imprint' and every action we take, both inner and outer,  creates some kind of an imprint within us.  These imprints make us who we are; so we ARE our karma.  An imprint can lie dormant for lifetimes but at some point it will surface and will draw certain people and situations that match a particular imprint within you.  Such as an imprint of kindness draws more kindness to you.  If there is an imprint of negativity, selfishness or harm it draws the same to you; this is what karmic debt is.  We will magnetically draw situations that will trigger our imprints, whether it is with happiness or unhappiness, until we attain enlightenment.  At that point, our karmic imprints will fall off of us as leaves fall from a tree.  

There are three spiritual reasons for anything we have in our lives:

(But do not want to experience from the ego's perspective)

1.  Karma

2.  Destiny (Soul planned                                 between lifetimes)

3.  Use or Misuse of free will

                   (By someone else)

Spiritual blockages are created by the residue of heavy emotions, past traumas or pain, which are stuck in your energetic body.  You can realize then, just what an effect this can have on someone who is not healed of all the past emotions and pain.  That's why these imprints have to be brought to the surface, healed and released.  Only then, can you truly move forward in your truth.

I hope this has helped you better understand how karma works within our lives.

Peace and Love,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 100

In a spiritual context, judgment refers to a divine evaluation of a person's deeds that lead to consequences after their life ends, carried over into their next life or consequences within a spiritual rebirth commonly referred to as karma.  I never really believed that karma was a real thing, but once I went through my initial awakening, I learned very quickly that our divine universe does most certainly hand out karma for every decision, every choice we make, whether good or bad.  No one escapes it. Spiritual decernment is akin to

spiritual judgment as it is the ability to decern and understand the true nature of our reality; separating truth from falsehood, and recognizing the divine within oneself and others.  Discernment is a process of self-reflection, introspection and understanding the consequences of one's actions.  

A judgmental person is one with 

a tendency to form opinions without having all the information or understanding of a situation.  This can lead to projecting insecurities onto others.  No matter how you look at it,  it can form walls of separation between people because of the trauma.  The person on the receiving end of an attack on their character,  they can either react and lash out with anger or they can act in a more Godly manner and walk away with their head held high.  You see, there will always be people that make it their goal in life to make everyone else miserable.  They go out of their way and talk their talk and spread their rumors.  The reason for it at its core, is they could be jealous of that other person for some reason or have been hurt over something.  It is very true that hurt people hurt other people.  They are likely to express negative opinions of others focusing on their flaws and imperfections.  Their judgment is always rooted in their own insecurities or beliefs rather than a genuine understanding of the situation.  I learned a long time ago, never take something as truth when it has come from the mouth of others.  If you want to know something, go straight to the source.  Judgmental individuals struggle to see something from a different perspective or understand the reasons behind someone else's actions.  

Assumptions can cause great difficulty.  Assumptions such as considering a person lazy because they were late to work, when they may have had some kind of emergency come up, or quickly judging someone's character based maybe on a single incident without understanding the full context.  Some people lack empathy for others and just rush to judgment.  When decernment turns mean, it is toxic, whether the victim or the perpetrator.  Learn more about cultivating a mindset to reduce judgment and increase compassion.  Distinguish between judging actions and judging people.  There is nothing wrong with judging actions.  That is why there are judges sitting in a courtroom; they are judging actions.  Never be judgy of the person.  A judge has to distinguish between the two.  A judge is supposed to bring clarity of thought about a situation without using judginess against the person themselves. Stop and think about any person who you may be judging for an action.  We all come with our histories and baggage.  We all live with some degree of hurt, denial, anger and hypocrisy.  

We are all imperfect.

God's blessings be upon you,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 99

Taking accountability is an important part of being your true self.  It is being responsible for your actions and decisions and also being able to justify those things.  It is being responsible for both positive and negative outcomes and also being prepared to take corrective action when necessary.  Take ownership of your actions and the consequences of those actions.  You need to be able to explain why you made certain choices. Your actions can cause  pain and confusion in certain circumstances.  At times all people are unaware that each of us have consequences in decisions made without thinking them through.  I have pulled some doozies that I totally regret.  The unhealed part of me pushed for my desired outcomes where I should not have and I am so sorry that I ever treated someone in that way.  Love will make you do some very questionable things. 

Once I healed, I found my deep feelings for this man still intact. I knew the moment I glanced in his direction, that I loved him and that we had history together from the past.

 We had just met at the wrong time. Neither one of us were healed. Our time is coming into alignment now, presently.  We will always strive to act with integrity and be honest with each other.  It is a very important component to any type relationship.

Companies are accountable to employees and shareholders,

employees are accountable for their work performance and governments are certainly accountable to the public for their policies and decisions.  It makes me so happy that our country is being revamped from the ground up.  It's about time all these crooked politicians and others are held accountable for all the damage that has been done.  Finally, we are once again a free people, rather than being milked dry of what is rightfully ours.  We will receive back everything that was stolen from us, from the time just after our country was stolen from us and deemed a corporation.  Until recently, our country was not under Constitutional law as it was supposed to be.  That is why these policies handed down kept us imprisoned with every turn.  It was the deep state elites plan all along, especially through the Federal Reserve. It has been their cash cow. It will be  mindblowing what all has been burdened upon the people, while all the while heavily lining their own pockets.  We have all been made slaves to the system and all the while, completely blind to it all.  It happened so subtly over decades and decades, no one noticed.  

We are gratefully now back under Constitutional Law as of Trump's return to office. 

Holding individuals accountable for these actions will motivate people to strive for higher quality and results.

All the actions of President Trump will one day be completely clear and not misunderstood any longer as it is by some right now.  This was government corruption on not just a national scale but a global scale, which is why it has taken so long to bring all these people to justice.  Although you might not see it yet, things are looking up.

God Bless You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 98

The 'dark night of the soul' refers to a period of deep spiritual crisis.  The perceptions of your meaning of life will fall away.  You have a feeling you are deeply lost and have feelings of emptiness.  It is an extreme challenge because everything you thought your reality to be crumbles. You question your beliefs, your sense of purpose and even your connection to something larger than yourself.  It is a time of intense questioning and doubts, especially within your religious or spiritual framework; a sense of purposelessness and feeling as though life has lost all meaning.  

Periods of deep sadness and despair arise and you will feel trapped or completely disconnected. 

While very painful, it is a time of great transformation.  Transformation through a very deep spiritual awakening giving you a much stronger renewed sense of self.

Major external events can and will trigger your spiritual awakening.  Questioning one's belief system and a search for deeper meaning within, can also lead to this profound experience.

There will be a release of your self image and illusions of being separate from the world.

The 'dark night of the soul' can be a necessary step to a more authentic self awareness.

The dark night can share symptoms with depression, but it is different at it's core.  Depression is often characterized by sadness, hopelessness and a loss of interest in activities you normally enjoy.  The 'dark night of the soul' is more a spiritually-based crisis and search for meaning even though that search may lead to temporary despair.  

This challenging transformation is difficult but potentially an extremely rewarding one.  You will descend into darkness, and it will then light the way to a deeper understanding and a rebirth into your true sense of self.  You will be shown the light through that darkness.

🕊🕊🕊💞

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 97

I would like to speak on some prophetic song lyrics that were, once upon a time, recorded by Prince and The New Power Generation.  I personally feel there was much more depth to this man than we ever could have imagined.

Below are some of the lyrics I will speak about:

7

ALL SEVEN AND WE'LL WATCH THEM FALL

THEY STAND IN THE WAY OF LOVE AND WE WILL SMOKE THEM ALL

WITH AN INTELLECT AND A SAVOIR FAIRE

NO ONE IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE WILL EVER COMPARE

I AM YOURS NOW AND YOU ARE MINE

AND TOGETHER WE'LL LOVE THROUGH ALL SPACE AND TIME

SO DON'T CRY

ONE DAY ALL SEVEN WILL DIE

Prince was asked by someone what the lyrics to "7" was referring to in the song, and if I am correct, he told them it referred to the seven deadly sins.

The seven deadly sins mentioned in the book of Revelation, would all, most assuredly stand in the way of love as the song lyrics imply.

LUST

(Unrestrained Sexual Craving)

We are to be pure.  Guard your heart, by finding a project, or exercising when you need to, to steer you away from that lifestyle.  It's a very dangerous game to play.

GLUTTONY

(To Overindulge Food And Drink)

We need to be moderate in our eating and drinking.  Going to the extreme in either one, overeating or excessively drinking, can be very dangerous to our health and also to our mental well being as well as others around us.

PRIDE

(Inflated Sense Of Self)

We need to be humble. We need to realize every day that we need our Creator and others who are around us.  Pray about everything and serve your fellow man.

SLOTH

(Laziness And Lack Of Effort)

Our lives should not revolve around resting.  Be diligent and set  a schedule for yourself.  Otherwise, you will slip into a reality where you never accomplish anything worthwhile.

WRATH

(Uncontrolled Hate And Anger)

Do breathing exercises to moderate your emotions.  Learn to be a kind and loving person, loaded with lots of patience.

GREED

(Excessive Desire For Material Things)

Be a generous person in that you donate things you like yourself and don't actually need to the poor.  What a wonderful feeling!

Learn to live a more simple life.

And Lastly...

ENVY

(Jealous Of Another's Happiness)

Be thankful every single day for all you have and all you do not have.  Think about that for a minute.   We thank God for the things we have, but how many times do we remember to thank God for things we did not need to happen in our lives?  Thank Him for the safety and protection He provides every second of every day.

I am remembering a head-on collision I was involved in a few years ago where the occupants of the other car and myself as well all walked away unharmed.  That could have very well turned out differently.  Also, back when doordashing, I came close to being hit by an out of control driver who ran through my customer's yard between my parked car and the customer's front door.  Had I tripped or fallen, I would not be here to tell this story.  The car missed me by only 12 inches, maybe less.  We most definitely all have guardian angels watching over us.  Behind every activity of every one of us, there are legions of angels keeping us from harm.  🕊🕊🕊

Prince was right, all seven of these deadly sins which are a very real part of the human condition, will all be torn down in the end, to never cause blockages or heartache again.

We will all be able to love one another, regardless of any differences, as God loves us and always planned for us in the very beginning.  Hatred between people because of the color of their skin or their background will be a thing of the past.

God Bless You All, 

❤️🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 96

Creating a more peaceful home is one of the best ways to build a stress free life.  Your home should be where you can enter in and happily unwind after a long day, spending quality time with the people you love.  Focus on minimizing clutter, using calming elements or fabrics, and also using alot of natural light.  You could add some plants and calming scents, keeping your family's relaxation in mind.

A clutter free environment promotes mental clarity and a much needed sense of calm.  Keeping your home organized can make a huge difference in your mood and well-being.

The use of natural light has a very positive impact on your energy level as well as your mood.  Soft textures such as a nice blanket, pillows or a rug would be delightful for your surroundings. You can use natural materials such as wood, stone or beautiful plants to bring you a sense of tranquility. Consider using scented candles,  or a diffuser to add a soothing fragrance to your home.  Aromatherapy is a fantastic way to promote relaxation within the home and create a calming atmosphere.

Lastly, bring nature indoors.  It reduces your stress level.  Create a sense of structure by planning daily routines such as meditation or even drinking a cup of coffee.  Settling into stillness is a very worthy endeavor.  To do so, you can combine the healing power of conscious relaxation and sacred sound.  I started by listening to different frequency audio on YouTube.  You can search healing frequencies and a whole family of different frequency sounds can be found for whatever your objective is at the time...You can listen to a combination of 528 hz and 174 hz, which is a miracle frequency for pain relief and body healing meditation.  Try different frequency meditations to find your favorites. To sit in stillness with yourself is one of the strongest acts in self love and growing in your closeness with the Divine.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 95

Hungering for the truth refers to a deep desire to uncover what is real.  This hunger is a yearning for spiritual or ethical guidance within your life, a pursuit of wisdom or a craving for more understanding.  When I was saved the first time, basically, it was all for show.  I did not actually want to be, I just didn't want my church members thinking less of me.  Isn't that ridiculous?  At that time, I absolutely did not truthfully yearn for God in my life.  I was just like so many are today.  If you give your life to God, you have to give up all the fun part of life, is what I thought.  That is, however, a very untrue statement.  It is what we have all been taught all our lives.  Things are so different than what you believe.  The reason we have been taught that there is a vengeful God outside ourselves, is to keep us imprisoned within our own mind.  If we were to know what is true and search for God within our own heart, where you make true connection to our creator, you will realize that God is not someone outside ourselves; never has been and never will be.

When I awakened to this reality, is when I stepped through a new doorway into my true Christ-centered life.  A new life springs forth where you are allowing His voice to speak to your heart and mind.  Once you plug in to God frequency, you will be unstoppable.  That, my friends, is why we were taught differently from the beginning.  Once your heart opens up and vibrates on the same frequency as the creator and you learn what you, as a human being, are truly  capable of, that destroys the control they have over you.  You are free from the matrix programming and can think for yourself.  You will break free from all your limiting beliefs and this simulation-like reality.  You become more self aware, making more conscious choices and living intentionally rather than just accepting what you are told.

The matrix represents society expectations that shape our perception and behavior.  To escape this matrix is to start questioning these expectations and embrace your individuality.

This is a process of realizing you are not a passive participant in a pre-determined reality but a conscious being with the power to choose your own path.

You can escape this matrix and make intentional decisions based on your own values and beliefs, rather than reacting to external pressure.  Start living intentionally by designing a life built on your own values and aligned with  your true self and not passively accepting whatever someone else may consider normal.  Take ownership of your own life and make choices that empower you.  Do not rely on external validation or authority.

You can break free today friends, do it!  Your life is your own...

Not someone standing by, giving you a play by play on how to live it.