"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 108

Starting over after a divorce is never easy.  It involves facing tough emotions and building a new support system.  It is a process of grieving, healing and rediscovering oneself while putting together new routines in your life.  

After I was divorced, I definitely had to learn who I was.  I did not ever consider myself as my own person, separate from him.  I centered my life around my husband's life.  For those of us who have been through this, we can all relate.  I had never lived on my own at that point in my life.  I did not know how to be alone.  The emotional roller coaster is nothing to laugh about.  Divorce is a significant loss.  You have to allow yourself to feel the sadness and anger.  Allow yourself to become your number one priority.  Treat yourself compassionately.  Take care of yourself by exercising, getting enough sleep and eating healthy.

Begin to build a new, strong support system. Connect with trusted friends and family or join a support group with others going through similar circumstances;  and then navigating emotional challenges will not be as difficult.  Rebuilding your life after a divorce can become one of the toughest challenges ever.

If you were from a two income home things can become extremely difficult going from two people contributing to the household down to one income coming in.  You have to create a budgeting guideline to be able to manage it successfully.

Starting with a clear plan is important.  Make savings a priority.  Money will be tight but even a small amount put back each month can really add up.

Think long term;  focus on income growth.  Work on rebuilding your credit over time.

Having little money to depend on can also strengthen your resilience.  It certainly strengthens you more than you could ever imagine. 

Through my own periods of hardship, I opened up my eyes one day and realized that I had made it a whole six months and I was still in the game; not only surviving but I was well on my way to thriving.  We are so much stronger than we ever give ourselves credit for.  It can look so scary to begin with...you feel so lost.  It's so important to acknowledge all the range of emotions you will feel.  Allow yourself some healing grace.  Give yourself lots of self love.  Do not turn yourself into a hermit.  Get out and enjoy your life.  Go out to eat with friends or go to see a movie.  I had to learn to be happy by myself.  Once upon a time, I did not like going to do something I enjoyed by myself.  Once I got used to sitting in silence with my own company, I then could experience happiness on my own.

Give yourself the chance to be alone with yourself.  In this way, so much healing is allowed to take place.  

After hermit mode is over and you have learned some of life's toughest lessons, you can then be ready to start a new relationship when the time comes.  Never look for your own happiness in another person. Search it out within yourself.

 I just placed myself in the background when married before,  as though I did not matter; not ever allowing my individuality to shine.  I put any and everyone ahead of what I wanted.  I did not know I was worthy of my own happiness.

We are all worthy of living a wonderfully fulfilling and happy life.

Love and Light,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 107

I am starting to come out of what I can only describe as a writer's block.  I have had little to no motivation.

My subject for today...

"NORMAL ISN'T COMING BACK."

Our entire world, as we know it, is changing now and trying to heal. The earth is splitting into two separate timelines as we speak. 

Learning the truth, for those of us who are still sound asleep, is certainly not going to be a pleasant experience.  It will be difficult for even the totally awakened.  There are still many things that even they don't know as of yet.

The global takedown of all this evil began quite a few years ago now and what is happening in front of our eyes everyday, is a scripted movie.  They are mostly  actors within this scripted movie; many of them wearing masks of the people they are portraying.  As Trump has stated, the ones we think are dead are alive, some helping in the takedown of this sickening evil, and the ones you are assuming that are alive, are dead now; already tried for treason and crimes against humanity, many executed and some serving life in prison.  We are quickly arriving to the end of this movie.  It had to be done in this way so as not to cause worldwide panic.  That is why they have been putting out small bits of true information for quite a while and now beginning to accelerate it all.

It is absolutely centered around the abduction and trafficking of our children.

Believe me, I wish the things I now know, I didn t.  The shock at finding out the people you trusted, were the very ones committing these heinius attrocities.  It will be a hard pill to swallow.  Politicians, Hollywood elites, televangelists, musical artists, sports stars;  you name it.

They have all been in on it.

It's the sadest thing ever...

Trump has also said, "They will have to rewrite the history books".  Because of the way we were all blindsided and kept in the dark about everything and never given our true history, it is going to be mindblowing and make you wonder how in the world they fooled everyone on such a large scale. They planned it all so subtly, making us prisoners within this matrix, and put us totally under their watchful control. 

 Our entire financial system was used against us so horribly.  There is nothing that I know of, that has not been weaponized against us.

Right down to the medicines and vaccines we take, food we consume and the water we drink. The flouride which they led us to believe was needed for protection, was just another way of causing harm to the masses.

The things they show us on main stream media are mostly lies that they feed the people so they will accept things which are not true.  Except for the local news, I stopped watching the  nighttime national news programming a long time ago.  They cannot be trusted AT ALL.  In case you had not noticed, they are extremely biased, politically.  It's all just another way to push certain belief systems.  Those people do not know how to tell the truth, they are made up of, yeh, I said it, CRIMINALS. 

Biden, to those asleep, was not nor ever will be the president.

Trump was president all that time, handing things over, at that time, to the military during what you thought was a Biden presidency.  We were already watching this movie.  What the people assumed was Biden's inauguration was actually when his funeral was taking place.

Several years ago now, the military recovered everything they needed to take all these criminals down.  They were all in on it, on a global scale.  The movie has covered every evildoer and their evil deeds; even their plans to kill off large numbers of the human race with a  mandatory vaccine which they pushed for something completely fabricated and  unnecessary, while making the people who refused it, the bad guy.  Alot of people were already awake to the truth and that my friends, is why they refused it. We were not your enemy.  I tried desparately to make people see the truth.

What we were up against were mostly human hybrid species...Draco Reptilians.  They are shapeshifters.   YES!  THIS IS VERY REAL.  

You will eventually start putting the puzzle pieces together.

For those of you who thought the world of Barack Obama, he was part of a trafficking ring, being run from up in under the whitehouse.  Two miles down, from within cages, many people from toddlers to 65 years of age, were rescued and brought back to the surface.  This was only one such rescue.

Q, with Trump included, along with the white hat military, have rescued children held captive by these alien entities from under the ground.  Many children were rescued who had never seen the light of day, having been born underneath the surface. 

Trump's military physically fought against these aliens to be able to free the people held underground in the tunnels.

I started getting curious and taking notice of the fact that so many people were disappearing from our national parks.  All these parks sit on top of many deep underground bases.  Bases where they carry on terrible things such as human experimentation and satanic ritual abuse.  We are just a food source to them among other things, just like cattle.

I will be glad to see all these things brought out into the light, so we can all finally know the truth and begin to heal from this terrible evil. 

Take notice now, there will not be any evil moving forward into the New Earth.  You must wake up now.  If your vibration remains too low, you have no choice but to remain in your present reality.

   Such great technology hidden underground also, by the elites for their own use, while people were dying every day on the surface.

 Also, from what I understand, only higher vibrational people are accepted by the medbeds.  Apparently, these medbeds read a person's vibration for use.  That alone is a great reason to start awakening.

These medbeds can completely heal all sorts of diseases, regrow lost limbs, etc. by regenerating your body from the cell level and even, my personal favorite, turn back the clock by 30 years.

God Bless You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 106

I will speak a little about some of the truth behind the biblical story of Adam and Eve and the garden of Eden. 

Once upon a time long ago came the extraterrestrials called the 

Annunaki to this planet to mine minerals or gold in order to help their own planet, Nibiru.

Because the task before them was more difficult than first expected, they brought forth a plan to create a new being by combining the seed of the hominid that was here with biological material of the Annunaki, the seed from Nibiru.

They would create a helper being. (Us)-  Adamo and Eva

There was much debate about this decision.  There were two brothers, Enki and Enlil,  Enki being the one who wanted to move forward with this creation plan, while Enlil thought better of it, stating that this kind of decision should be left to the creator source.   Enki was compassionate towards the homo sapiens, where most just considered us a servant race.  Enki, using his knowledge in advanced genetics and biology, played a pivotal role in our creation.  We were engineered with not only the capabilities of the work needed but also possessing intelligence and the ability to experience feelings and sensations.

The idea of the snake represented the knowledge and wisdom of the Annunaki, especially in regard to genetics.

Hence, the spiral of DNA.

It was not wanted for the homo sapiens to have that knowledge.  Annunaki wanted humans to remain somewhat a servant.  So the idea of the humans 'eating' the knowledge (the apple) was forbidden to them.  

The actual Garden of Eden was one of many genetic laboratories located on our planet, one of the main laboratories being located as in the story handed down. Eden was simply the name which was given to that certain base.

When the Annunaki who did not come to our planet found out what the Annunaki who did come here had done, it was  actually against their laws.

The unlawful offenders were recalled to their own planet.

After that, they would return and check on the humans.  There were still genetic markers still turned off in us at that time.  They gave humans guidance and tutored them in their knowledge and growth occurred over time.  The Annunaki knew that they would eventually be left to themselves. Because of this relationship between homo sapiens and the Annunaki, humans considered them gods.

This is why religion came into existence.  Without humans unknowingly believing the Annunaki were gods, religion would never have been.

Allow this all to sink in.  It is truth.  Religion was all man made to worship beings they considered gods.  The truth is a whole lot different.  The truth is your connection to our  true creator is found in spirituality, NOT religion.

Christ consciousness is not found within a church building, but within yourselves.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 105

Dear friends, live with purpose every day.  Have a sense of direction and meaning in your life.  Align your every action with your life goals.  Contribute to something larger than yourself.  Make choices and take actions that will align with what is important to you.  Find your fulfillment through what you are passionate about to contribute to your well-being as well as potentially improving the well-being of others.  Purpose can be your guiding light in this world.  A strong sense of purpose can help set meaningful goals and result in your achieving them.

Take it to heart.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 104

Shadow work is inner healing work and it involves working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself which you have repressed and hidden from yourself.  This includes any trauma you have experienced or parts of your personality that you subconsciously consider to be undesirable.  Anyone can do their shadow work on their own.

This can include diving into reasons for jealousy or confronting feelings of anger or pent up aggression.  

Shadow work IS NOT EVIL.  It is a psychological process through which you go through personal growth in your life.  It involves your acknowlegement of all parts of yourself and integrating  even parts considered to be negative, to achieve wholeness and balance.  Although not dangerous, it can be intense and emotionally challenging.  Exploring hidden emotions and past experiences, especially related to trauma, can be overwhelming and it is important to have a support system if concerned about being able to handle such intensity.  If not done with care and a person is already dealing with underlying severe depression or anxiety, shadow work could possibly cause these illnesses to become worse.  Delving into unresolved issues without proper support can cause retraumatization.

Set limits on your emotional and mental energy devoted to your shadow work, taking breaks when needed.   Prioritize your self care.  Ensure you have enough emotional resilience to handle the challenging feelings which may arise.  Ultimately, doing shadow work offers immense potential for emotional healing, personal growth and self-awareness for improved relationships.  Without proper self-awareness or control, you do run the risk of amplified negative traits such as acting out or engaging in unhealthy coping mechanisms.  Look to your support system while going through these difficult parts of your shadow work.  This support system you put in place, is absolutely priceless during these more difficult times in your self-awareness journey.

I LOVE YOU ALL,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 103

Happiness is a very powerful thing.  It affects your physical health as well as your emotional health.  Your productivity can greatly improve when you're happy.  Relationships thrive so well when both parties are happy in their lives.  Happiness is not just a fleeting emotion.  Cultivating your happiness leads to a more resilient and fulfilling life.

Happiness in your life is connected to a stronger immune system, lower stress levels and  decreased risk of heart disease.

Happy individuals experience all around less pain, better sleep and much better coping mechanisms for stress and negative emotions.  There is also a correlation between happiness and a longer lifespan.  Happy people are definitely more resilient in the face of life's challenges.  Happiness brings on a better mindset and will improve your focus and creativity during your workday.

A sense of fulfillment comes along with alignment with your core values and meaningful purpose.

While happiness can be influenced by external things, it is also a choice which is cultivated through action.  Happy individuals are able to bounce back from life's setbacks in a much better way.

 Happiness is not just a feeling; not at all.  It is a very powerful state of mind that can significantly improve your overall wellbeing and contribute wonderfully to a much more fulfilling life.

You, and you alone are responsible for whatever it is that you allow in your life.  Strive to be the happiest you can be in life.  Prioritize yourself and become better equipped to (interstand) what and who you need in your life to be happy and what is best left in the past in order for you to be able to move forward in life.  

And as for me and my life's happiness, I am speaking directly to you, the love of my life; 

This is your green flag! 

Divine masculine...

I Love You.

Come Home.

💙🕊    

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 102

Life can feel as though it is a constant struggle.  This feeling can come from many things; personal challenges, relationships,  financial problems and the emotional impact of life changes.  Seeking ways to cope  through self-reflection, support or setting goals, is necessary for personal growth and well-being.  Signs you may be struggling could be lack of sleep, lack of appetite or energy levels, trouble with concentration, social withdrawal and continuing to harbor a negative mindset.  If any of these things become persistent, it would be wise to seek help.  We are not meant to go through times, such as these, alone.

Make sure to reach out to a family member, friend or someone else you trust to share how you are feeling.  Continuing your self-care by exercising regularly can go a long way in combating depression.  Making time for other activities you enjoy are also very important for bringing yourself out of a dark place.  Feeling overwhelmed is NOT a sign of weakness.  We all go through this in our lives.  It's okay to ask for help.  There are always resources available to get you through difficult times.  

Life is always going to

 be an ebb and flow;  it's like being on a roller coaster, with all the ups and downs.  As strange as it is to think about, for all who at one time or another have questioned why God is allowing certain trials in our lives,  it is not God causing these things. Stop blaming Him. We have all chosen the details of our existence for each lifetime, ourselves, before we were ever born.  Just as a reminder, this world exists as a learning school basically, for us to accomplish the lessons, we as an individual, need to learn in order to ascend into a higher vibrational timeline.  There is not a single one of us who are better than the other.  Underneath the human suit we are wearing,  we were created the same and are all beings of light, having human experiences.  Now whether we choose to connect with our inner light source or remain in darkness, that is our own decision.  We have free will.  Remember this...anything that goes against your free will in this world, no matter what it is or causes confusion of any kind, IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT OF GOD, PERIOD.