"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 72

I feel peace today where just three years ago, I didn't.  I have gone through alot of heartache and learned alot of life lessons that I needed to learn desparately.  Back then, I chased after what I thought I wanted.  I had always allowed myself to be pushed to the back of the line.  I did not know my worth then.  I have never been someone's priority.  Always, there was someone or something else that took precedence over me.  It was not anyone's fault but my own.

I never really thought I deserved being treated any better.  No matter how bad the situation might have been, I would never walk away from the situation when I should have.  I would stay, telling myself that things would get better, he loved me, right?  I kept telling myself he would change; he is bound to understand the way he is treating me.  I never considered it was my problem, in that I did not see my worthiness.  I will never again allow myself to be treated this way.  If someone does not love me correctly, they should not be wasting my valuable energy.  You are worthy and have always been worthy.  You are worthy because the universe created you.  God does not make mistakes; He created you for a purpose.  We manifest back to us whatever we put out into the universe.  Always remember, we act as mirrors.

I am doing the absolute best I can to remain balanced and stay in alignment with the frequency of new love.  I am ready and able to receive love now.  I am getting more and more excited about it because I now feel it in the air;  I know it's coming.  I know within my heart, I will have the most beautiful future.  A new love, abundance and career are coming for me very soon.  I can already feel it in my reality, so I know it is close.  I have manifested this life for myself.  I will be rewarded according to the energy and effort I put into it.  I am the divine feminine, awaiting the arrival of a great blessing, my divine masculine.  My inner light shines brilliantly outward into the universe, calling my perfect  match, which God has created just for me.  We will be so compatible; compatible beyond anyone else I have ever had in my life.  We are realigning in God's perfect timing for His purpose.  We will have deep, unconditional love for each other.  This is not a typical relationship, but a love relationship on a soul level.  Nothing can destroy it.  It is a forever bond.  One that has travelled through many lifetimes.  This man will be a true partner, my helper in this new season of my life.  He will approach me soon, a healed much stronger man and we will begin a wonderful journey together, reunited in love.

We will accomplish great things for the kingdom of God.  Our hearts share the same desire for helping others.  We will end up doing much more than we ever imagined.  A couple built upon the foundation of Christ consciousness; we will not fail.

So upon his arrival, we will step in to our destiny as soldiers of the Divine.  We have both grown so much in our love for one another and the deepest faith in God.  I love the tomorrows we are headed into.  My heart is overflowing with happiness.