"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 112

Starting over in a renewed relationship after awakening that has healed your hearts, can give the relationship a second chance, with God as your foundation.  This kind of strong foundation with the creator at the center of your relationship gives a special connection what it needs, to remain strong and also grow.  Without it, neither one have the strength to power through life as we know it to be.  It refers back to the man who built his house upon the rock rather than on the sand.  Shifting sand has no foundation under it at all.  In a situation like that, one difficult circumstance can come along in this person's life and it would be all that it would take to tear them down.  Things are constantly changing and unpredictable.  It takes strength and a strong foundation to manuever through the ebb and flows of life.  Our creator knew this fact.  He knew it would take patience, but in choosing to wait for the one that is divinely guided into your life, makes all the difference.  One thing I have learned from experience is to never chase after love.  You have to realize your own worth.  If the other person does not put effort into the relationship, it just will not work.  If you are the only one pouring into the relationship,  save yourself time and heartache, walk away from it now.  Do not prolong  the inevitable.  You need to heal.  Go within yourself and ask yourself why you feel you must have that person's love and that no one else is ever going to love you.  Nothing could be further from the truth.  I know, without any doubt, there are great numbers of people who remain in unhealthy, toxic partnerships because they believe they are not worthy of a healthy relationship.  You are worthy and have always been worthy.  Life can have you so beat down that you believe you could never have the life and relationship of your dreams.  You have to heal all past traumas you have experienced.  I personally had to spend the better part of my life  surviving two marriages that were wrong before I could heal all my past trauma I had buried deeply and allow the love of my life to enter my life. It goes much deeper than just marriages.  It could have been a falling out with a sister, brother, mother or friend.  Our pent up traumas stack up and up and up, unless you begin your healing.  Some people have no understanding of how to get themselves out of this funk.  Lean on the one who is always beside you and loves you unconditionally, whether you believe it or not.  There is no better feeling than being able to let go of all the negative in your life and start living in the bright positive light of the Divine.

I Love You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 111

When you have readiness, you have a state of being coming into balance with what your soul needs.  Not only do we receive trauma during our lives in general through our circumstances, we also, unbeknownst to us, have brought forward into our present incarnation or existence, the unhealed problems of the past.  After long periods of time without healing the soul, many will refuse to go through what is necessary to heal their heart. They remain in darkness because it is more comfortable for them to remain there.

I completely understand, now today, why I never seemed to  be into going to church.  I am sure most all of us, have heard at one time or another, someone say that they do not need to go to church services to worship.

Regular weekly churchgoers would gasp, but in all honesty, persons that feel this way, have always, subconsciously, felt it to be true, but probably also felt a little guilty for feeling that way. In truth, their intuition was spot on.  I had some church activities I really enjoyed, but for the most part, I always felt I did not belong in the church overall. It just never felt right to me.  I will say this again...religion was completely man made. People who would invite you to church could lay quite a guilt trip on you for not coming through the doors when invited.  Actually connecting to the Divine only comes about usually when something triggers the person, bringing them to a desire; the readiness to go within and heal. The more you inwardly heal, you learn very quickly, that the life that you have been living has been nothing but an illusion.  This  has always been that way and planned that way to keep us from connecting to the source of all living and each other.  The very fact that churches came into existence in the first place, was to separate God's people and control them within these different religious boundaries where each church or denomination felt that their beliefs were the only ones correct. Religion was never of God and God is not someone outside of ourselves.   The truth is that He lives within us all, as well as all living things.

Each of you, without being triggered, can start your own healing process yourself by going inward and questioning your own heart and listening to the still small voice of God that helps your healing along by your sitting quietly in meditation.  He will speak to anyone who is willing to listen.  He does not ever force you because we all have free will.  We are living in a world today though that seems to have taken all of our free will out of the equasion.

On a final note, there is immeasurable darkness within the church.  Once that darkness has more light breaking through it, it cannot stand.  The issue is that without a connection to the creator, there is no light found within.  What little light there is cannot be found after the darkness has taken over.  The weaker light within is not strong enough to withstand this magnitude of darkness. 

When we are born into this world, we come with God's light within us, but over time with our hearts not receiving the healing needed, it is not seen any longer. When a person doesn't connect to the light source inside of us all, they can and will be giving over to the darkness which can indwell the ones who are not divinely connected.  In that way we realize that many people operate in negativity.  His love and patience for every one of us..... it's mindblowing. 

So praise be to our loving creator.

Please pray for all people as we journey through these changes which are coming soon.

I love you all,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 110

Having a "spirit of love" is a deep, selfless and unconditional affection that surpasses emotion.  When you have a "spirit of love" you are characterized by compassion, empathy and a deep desire for the wellbeing of others.  It is not just a feeling.  It is a way of acting and interacting with the world through kindness, patience and a willingness to serve.  While love brings strong emotions, the "spirit of love" has a deeper, more enduring quality that transcends feelings which come and go.  It goes beyond romantic love, beyond familial love and emcompasses a broader sense of connection and empathy for all of humanity.

You cultivate a mindset of compassion, forgiveness and support.

Having a spirit of love is seen as having connection to a higher power; a connection that fosters a sense of unity with all of humanity.  It encourages a shared humanity with others, even those who are different or have made mistakes.  The "spirit of love" is expressed through acts of service to others.  It may include making sacrifices for their wellbeing.  It also includes a great capacity to forgive others, being understanding of their perspectives and also to offer support in times of difficulty.

When God creates this kind of love within someone, there will be no need to fear.  When this kind of love is created between two people, it WILL NEVER FAIL.

IT HAS COME STRAIGHT FROM GOD AND GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 109

Living your life as a people- pleaser while seeming selfless, is very detrimental.  It affects your well being as well as your relationships.  It often leads to chronic stress and low self-esteem.  Setting healthy boundaries with others, well when you bend over backwards to please friends and family,  it is almost nonexistent.  While you might feel popularity, the long term consequences far outweigh the benefits.  When you have an excessive desire to please  others, you do it at the expense of your own needs.  Behaviors such as difficulty in saying no, 

apologizing excessively, taking on too much and avoiding conflict at all costs, most certainly point to you being a people-pleaser.  When you prioritize someone else's needs above your own, you are leading yourself to feelings of resentment and anxiety; and inevitably, low self-esteem.

This will most definitely result in you lowering your own self-care.

You have to make sure you prioritize you, then you can take care of someone else better, and with a better understanding.  Never allow someone else to decide how your life should go.  You are ultimately responsible for what you allow.  You deserve and are worthy of a happy life.  

Its not completely evident to the one pleasing others, but you are actually giving the other person control over you.  You do not really want that.  In an attempt to feel safe, accepted or loved, you try your best to pacify others because you are afraid of what will happen if you don't.

Break free of this way of thinking.  This is a learned behavior.  You are not born a people-pleaser.  Parents should provide children with unconditional love as they grow and develop.  Without a parent making it clear to a child that they are loved no matter what they do, a child will grow up believing love is dependent on what they do.   Be clear that you want to hear their needs.  Their opinion matters; their voice matters.  Take time to ask your child what they think and feel.  That way you are teaching them to look within themselves and not search for validation in what other's opinions are, such as well, if I do this and this, then they will love me.

Unconditional love, always...

Love and Healing Light,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 108

Starting over after a divorce is never easy.  It involves facing tough emotions and building a new support system.  It is a process of grieving, healing and rediscovering oneself while putting together new routines in your life.  

After I was divorced, I definitely had to learn who I was.  I did not ever consider myself as my own person, separate from him.  I centered my life around my husband's life.  For those of us who have been through this, we can all relate.  I had never lived on my own at that point in my life.  I did not know how to be alone.  The emotional roller coaster is nothing to laugh about.  Divorce is a significant loss.  You have to allow yourself to feel the sadness and anger.  Allow yourself to become your number one priority.  Treat yourself compassionately.  Take care of yourself by exercising, getting enough sleep and eating healthy.

Begin to build a new, strong support system. Connect with trusted friends and family or join a support group with others going through similar circumstances;  and then navigating emotional challenges will not be as difficult.  Rebuilding your life after a divorce can become one of the toughest challenges ever.

If you were from a two income home things can become extremely difficult going from two people contributing to the household down to one income coming in.  You have to create a budgeting guideline to be able to manage it successfully.

Starting with a clear plan is important.  Make savings a priority.  Money will be tight but even a small amount put back each month can really add up.

Think long term;  focus on income growth.  Work on rebuilding your credit over time.

Having little money to depend on can also strengthen your resilience.  It certainly strengthens you more than you could ever imagine. 

Through my own periods of hardship, I opened up my eyes one day and realized that I had made it a whole six months and I was still in the game; not only surviving but I was well on my way to thriving.  We are so much stronger than we ever give ourselves credit for.  It can look so scary to begin with...you feel so lost.  It's so important to acknowledge all the range of emotions you will feel.  Allow yourself some healing grace.  Give yourself lots of self love.  Do not turn yourself into a hermit.  Get out and enjoy your life.  Go out to eat with friends or go to see a movie.  I had to learn to be happy by myself.  Once upon a time, I did not like going to do something I enjoyed by myself.  Once I got used to sitting in silence with my own company, I then could experience happiness on my own.

Give yourself the chance to be alone with yourself.  In this way, so much healing is allowed to take place.  

After hermit mode is over and you have learned some of life's toughest lessons, you can then be ready to start a new relationship when the time comes.  Never look for your own happiness in another person. Search it out within yourself.

 I just placed myself in the background when married before,  as though I did not matter; not ever allowing my individuality to shine.  I put any and everyone ahead of what I wanted.  I did not know I was worthy of my own happiness.

We are all worthy of living a wonderfully fulfilling and happy life.

Love and Light,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 107

I am starting to come out of what I can only describe as a writer's block.  I have had little to no motivation.

My subject for today...

"NORMAL ISN'T COMING BACK."

Our entire world, as we know it, is changing now and trying to heal. The earth is splitting into two separate timelines as we speak. 

Learning the truth, for those of us who are still sound asleep, is certainly not going to be a pleasant experience.  It will be difficult for even the totally awakened.  There are still many things that even they don't know as of yet.

The global takedown of all this evil began quite a few years ago now and what is happening in front of our eyes everyday, is a scripted movie.  They are mostly  actors within this scripted movie; many of them wearing masks of the people they are portraying.  As Trump has stated, the ones we think are dead are alive, some helping in the takedown of this sickening evil, and the ones you are assuming that are alive, are dead now; already tried for treason and crimes against humanity, many executed and some serving life in prison.  We are quickly arriving to the end of this movie.  It had to be done in this way so as not to cause worldwide panic.  That is why they have been putting out small bits of true information for quite a while and now beginning to accelerate it all.

It is absolutely centered around the abduction and trafficking of our children.

Believe me, I wish the things I now know, I didn t.  The shock at finding out the people you trusted, were the very ones committing these heinius attrocities.  It will be a hard pill to swallow.  Politicians, Hollywood elites, televangelists, musical artists, sports stars;  you name it.

They have all been in on it.

It's the sadest thing ever...

Trump has also said, "They will have to rewrite the history books".  Because of the way we were all blindsided and kept in the dark about everything and never given our true history, it is going to be mindblowing and make you wonder how in the world they fooled everyone on such a large scale. They planned it all so subtly, making us prisoners within this matrix, and put us totally under their watchful control. 

 Our entire financial system was used against us so horribly.  There is nothing that I know of, that has not been weaponized against us.

Right down to the medicines and vaccines we take, food we consume and the water we drink. The flouride which they led us to believe was needed for protection, was just another way of causing harm to the masses.

The things they show us on main stream media are mostly lies that they feed the people so they will accept things which are not true.  Except for the local news, I stopped watching the  nighttime national news programming a long time ago.  They cannot be trusted AT ALL.  In case you had not noticed, they are extremely biased, politically.  It's all just another way to push certain belief systems.  Those people do not know how to tell the truth, they are made up of, yeh, I said it, CRIMINALS. 

Biden, to those asleep, was not nor ever will be the president.

Trump was president all that time, handing things over, at that time, to the military during what you thought was a Biden presidency.  We were already watching this movie.  What the people assumed was Biden's inauguration was actually when his funeral was taking place.

Several years ago now, the military recovered everything they needed to take all these criminals down.  They were all in on it, on a global scale.  The movie has covered every evildoer and their evil deeds; even their plans to kill off large numbers of the human race with a  mandatory vaccine which they pushed for something completely fabricated and  unnecessary, while making the people who refused it, the bad guy.  Alot of people were already awake to the truth and that my friends, is why they refused it. We were not your enemy.  I tried desparately to make people see the truth.

What we were up against were mostly human hybrid species...Draco Reptilians.  They are shapeshifters.   YES!  THIS IS VERY REAL.  

You will eventually start putting the puzzle pieces together.

For those of you who thought the world of Barack Obama, he was part of a trafficking ring, being run from up in under the whitehouse.  Two miles down, from within cages, many people from toddlers to 65 years of age, were rescued and brought back to the surface.  This was only one such rescue.

Q, with Trump included, along with the white hat military, have rescued children held captive by these alien entities from under the ground.  Many children were rescued who had never seen the light of day, having been born underneath the surface. 

Trump's military physically fought against these aliens to be able to free the people held underground in the tunnels.

I started getting curious and taking notice of the fact that so many people were disappearing from our national parks.  All these parks sit on top of many deep underground bases.  Bases where they carry on terrible things such as human experimentation and satanic ritual abuse.  We are just a food source to them among other things, just like cattle.

I will be glad to see all these things brought out into the light, so we can all finally know the truth and begin to heal from this terrible evil. 

Take notice now, there will not be any evil moving forward into the New Earth.  You must wake up now.  If your vibration remains too low, you have no choice but to remain in your present reality.

   Such great technology hidden underground also, by the elites for their own use, while people were dying every day on the surface.

 Also, from what I understand, only higher vibrational people are accepted by the medbeds.  Apparently, these medbeds read a person's vibration for use.  That alone is a great reason to start awakening.

These medbeds can completely heal all sorts of diseases, regrow lost limbs, etc. by regenerating your body from the cell level and even, my personal favorite, turn back the clock by 30 years.

God Bless You All,

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 106

I will speak a little about some of the truth behind the biblical story of Adam and Eve and the garden of Eden. 

Once upon a time long ago came the extraterrestrials called the 

Annunaki to this planet to mine minerals or gold in order to help their own planet, Nibiru.

Because the task before them was more difficult than first expected, they brought forth a plan to create a new being by combining the seed of the hominid that was here with biological material of the Annunaki, the seed from Nibiru.

They would create a helper being. (Us)-  Adamo and Eva

There was much debate about this decision.  There were two brothers, Enki and Enlil,  Enki being the one who wanted to move forward with this creation plan, while Enlil thought better of it, stating that this kind of decision should be left to the creator source.   Enki was compassionate towards the homo sapiens, where most just considered us a servant race.  Enki, using his knowledge in advanced genetics and biology, played a pivotal role in our creation.  We were engineered with not only the capabilities of the work needed but also possessing intelligence and the ability to experience feelings and sensations.

The idea of the snake represented the knowledge and wisdom of the Annunaki, especially in regard to genetics.

Hence, the spiral of DNA.

It was not wanted for the homo sapiens to have that knowledge.  Annunaki wanted humans to remain somewhat a servant.  So the idea of the humans 'eating' the knowledge (the apple) was forbidden to them.  

The actual Garden of Eden was one of many genetic laboratories located on our planet, one of the main laboratories being located as in the story handed down. Eden was simply the name which was given to that certain base.

When the Annunaki who did not come to our planet found out what the Annunaki who did come here had done, it was  actually against their laws.

The unlawful offenders were recalled to their own planet.

After that, they would return and check on the humans.  There were still genetic markers still turned off in us at that time.  They gave humans guidance and tutored them in their knowledge and growth occurred over time.  The Annunaki knew that they would eventually be left to themselves. Because of this relationship between homo sapiens and the Annunaki, humans considered them gods.

This is why religion came into existence.  Without humans unknowingly believing the Annunaki were gods, religion would never have been.

Allow this all to sink in.  It is truth.  Religion was all man made to worship beings they considered gods.  The truth is a whole lot different.  The truth is your connection to our  true creator is found in spirituality, NOT religion.

Christ consciousness is not found within a church building, but within yourselves.

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