"LIFE RENEWS"

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 132

Dear Friends,

I have reached the end of this special project which has shared my most vulnerable parts of myself.

I hope you have enjoyed taking a journey with me through alot of my experiences thus far inside this rollercoaster we call life.  

I am fixing to embark into the next chapter of my life, of which I have so much anticipation.  I cannot wait to unlock that doorway and step into my new reality.

Watch for other random posts from time to time, keeping all of you up to date on where life has taken me.

I say goodbye for now.

I will see you soon.

I Love You All,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 131

Holding patterns can feel like wasted time.  We all learned during Covid, what being in a holding pattern truly felt like.  It was not in the least bit, fun.   Our whole world changed in an instant.  Rules on how we could freely move around abruptly changed.  Depression, anxiety and grief set in quickly.  We just had to trust the process, no matter how stuck we felt.  The holding patterns we can find ourselves in, will all eventually come to an end.  However, when we are at our lowest, we cannot see a way forward and it will definitely affect your mental health.  For your sanity to stay intact, you have to look at things with a fresh  perspective.  

I have now found myself in another holding pattern in my own life, but for a completely different reason.  After going through a very lengthy time of financial hardship, I decided if I wanted to be able to eat, I would have to let my car go.  It just got to the point, it was just too hard for me to pay that car note and still be able to keep groceries in the house.  I have been without a vehicle for over a year now.  It did not worry me so much in the beginning, but just recently, I have a strong desire to get out and move around more; maybe go shopping, which I love doing.  Having to rely on my daughters to help me when I need transportation, well, it's just getting old. I just feel stuck.

I am waiting on God's timing to move my life forward and set me on the path He has prepared for me, to walk into my new season.  I do not, at the present, live in a normal circumstance, but I have had all my belongings packed up and ready to travel for atleast two years.  At first, I did not understand what the Divine was doing, but I know now, this pause within my life, has not been a punishment, but rather a time of personal reflection and growth. This is in reference to seeking the stillness I often mention and reflecting inward to receive clarity through God's whispers to your heart.

My family does not understand these changes within me, just waiting on God day in and day out to deliver the great blessings He has promised into my physical existence. I am sure  they believe that I have lost my last brain cell. Lol.   Don't ask me how I know, that He has a very important job for me to do, alongside the other lightworkers who came here for this very special time in Earth's history.  We are here 

 to help His people to transition as easily as possible into the new Earth.  

Very soon now, our lives will no longer be the same.

After a time of releasing full disclosure to the public, on why our world has been such a crazy mess for so long and then a period of healing, we will enter what is called 'the Golden Age,' where we will live in a world free of evil.  Physical death will no longer happen. We will be free of the enslavement of the banking systems and each of us will be in lack no longer, but will thrive.  The medbed hospitals are set in place to take the place of systems that kept us sick and will be a great cause for celebration, as there will no longer be deadly illnesses or diseases.  These medbeds were only one piece of alien technology hidden from us by the elites, to keep us sick and pooring billions of dollars into their pockets at the cost of other's illnesses and heartache. 

Medicine, as we know it, will no longer exist.  I do not even want to think about the truth around the pandemic. It is horrendous.  We will all need each other to heal.

We have such great things coming in for us.  Believe it!

It is the truth.

Prayers For Each Of You,

💞🕊

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 130

'Separating from the world' is living your life to a higher standard; through your own identity of nonconformity.  You do not follow worldly patterns, emphasizing a mental and spiritual separation through christ-consciousness.  It is not about being isolated, but living in the world, without being of the world.  This is a distinction  that requires a careful balance...

Nonconformity means resisting the patterns of this world, habits and associations to align yourself to christ-mindedness instead.  It could be hunting physical seclusion in a remote location, to find clarity and a peace within, to escape the noise and demands of  modern life.

You may experience a feeling of emotional disconnect to create mental distance or gain perspective by withdrawing from the overwhelm of worldly influences to find inner peace.

To find that inner peace, keep a positive mindset.  Accept the things which cannot be changed and focus on the present moment.  Take a nice walk in nature, breathe deeply and release your stressful, controlling thoughts and expectations.  Live according to your core values and don't forget to prioritize your self-care.  Let go of your worries and calm your turbulent mind.  Many nights while trying to drift off to sleep, my thoughts are racing at me constantly.  I like to tune them out by playing a relaxation sound app or putting on a frequency vibe video.  They are very helpful for going off to sleep or for lessening pain in the body keeping you awake.

Never let your mind wander to the past.  Focus on the here and now, in this very moment.  The past problems can cause only anxiety and suffering.  

Dedicate time daily to yourself;  practice loving yourself and your uniqueness.  

 Release the need for perfection in yourself or others.  Understand what truly matters to you and gain clarity on your life's path.  Release all those burdens you have been holding on to; forgive them, forgive yourself.  Foster relationships with people who help you find support and help you find peace.  A person you can confide in and trust; they are like fine gold...very, very valuable in your life; keep them.

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"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 129

Deeper knowing, spiritually, involves receiving wisdom from mindful self-reflection.  It allows you access to intuition, connecting with your spiritual essense and developing a more authentic purpose-driven life.  This process includes acknowledging and working with spiritual doubt as a catalyst for growth; embracing uncertainty rather than absolute answers.  A deeper spiritual knowing involves a heightened sense of intuition, a subtle guidance coming from within you, rather than from reasoning.  You have to quiet the external world and your busy mind.  Allow your deep essense to take over every part of your existence.  Healthy spiritual knowing doesn't provide all the answers, but it fosters an exceptance of the unknown, allowing you to remain open and grow spiritually.  Spiritual knowing is an engaged activity involving mind, body, heart and soul.  It's not just an objective cognitive process.  Focusing your undivided attention inward helps you connect with your spiritual essense.  Honestly explore your experiences and challenges for what is holding your spiritual growth back.  Questioning things and having doubt, can provide deeper exploration and growth into deeper aspects of your being.  Have an attitude of surrender.  Stay open to the unknown.  Align yourself with your highest values and cultivate compassion to nurture your inner tranquilty and purpose.