"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 87

 No time like the present to start your personal journey toward the Divine.  You will never regret becoming the person God planned for and meant for you to become.  To work through your deepest traumas and bringing them to your surface consciousness, means to never have to deal with those traumatic memories again.  You will be healed of that darkness to open space for the light to enter your body and soul.  Trauma is a deeply distressing or harmful experience whether physical, emotional or psychological, that can have a lasting negative effect on your well being.  Exposure to events such as natural disasters, accidents, abuse or violence can overwhelm a person's ability to  cope.  Trauma can be experienced directly and indirectly and the impact varies significantly from person to person.  Events like earthquakes, tornadoes or hurricanes can cause very significant internal trauma.  Serious accidents involving severe injury or death or the sudden loss of a loved one causes severe trauma.  Someone who witnesses violence or the horrors of war, may cause very deeply inbedded trauma that needs healing from deep within, as can any kind of physical abuse cause lasting psychological consequences.  All these type things leave dark wounds deep within your soul, unless you work through it.  By pushing it out of your mind, you more than likely think it's not being harmful, however, even though you don't think about it necessarily, on a daily basis, it is still within you;  it will linger there forever.  Trauma manifests in various ways.  Anxiety,  fear,  anger, sadness or feelings of helplessness, are some of these manifestations that can turn into severe emotional distress.  Physical symptoms such as headaches, nausea or fatigue can pop up out of the blue.

Many who have endured severe trauma in their life can have changes in their behavior; some may even be drastic. Difficulty in relationships, sleep disturbances or changes in their overall behavior can happen.  Trauma can greatly increase the likelihood of developing mental health conditions such as PTSD or other mental health problems.  It is important to note that trauma is a subjective experience, and individuals can react differently to the same event.  Some people may recover fairly quickly, while others could develop long term difficulties.  Seeking out a counselor's help could be crucial in managing the effects of trauma and finding healthy ways to cope and recover.  Trauma has an impact on an individual's sense of safety, trust and self worth.

The severity of a traumatic event, the nature of the experience along with duration are all factors which influence the outcome of a person's coping mechanism and resilience.  The individual's personality traits will also influence outcomes and the ways inwhich recovery can occur.

The journey of the soul or awakening, is very transformative; reconnecting with your mind, body and spirit.  This is exactly

 the reason why the deep state elites, do not want us to make this reconnection.  The moment you are healed and reconnected to the source of all living things, you become uncontrollable by the deep state.  To awaken to full human capacity, you will know the truth that has been hidden from you all along.  You have heard, I am sure, that humans are using only 10 percent of their brain capacity.

Have you ever wondered why?

Take a deep dive and you will come to the realization that the elites have kept us down, blind to the truth and what, we as a species, are capable of.

My heart loves you all. I want to help you awaken to the truth of our history so badly. I will always speak my truth or remain silent.  Escaping the matrix we have been placed in, will be the most sobering freedom you can ever imagine.  I am talking religious or spiritual freedoms, financial freedom and freedoms you never even knew you needed.  Some people believe you have to clean up your life before reconnecting with God.  God wants a relationship with each of you.  He wants you reconnecting with Him just as you are so that you can experience the great blessings He has for your life. Instead of worrying about not wanting to give up your present lifestyle and staying where you are, you can become free from any addictions which drag you down. Mine was an addiction to spending money.  I was out of control in that respect.  You will realize that eventually, you are not imprisoned by things in your life that had been keeping you held back any longer.  Your heart will be full of light, not darkness.

God Bless You All,

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 86

Honesty and truth are necessary for a healthy relationship.  Without it, relationships will not endure the test of time. We come into this world with many lessons to learn in our many different types of relationships we experience.  Many of these relationships were never meant to last forever;  they are brought together to accomplish growth in certain problematic areas.  While you may believe a certain relationship will last, unless it is a relationship based on mutual  trust and a deep love brought together with the Divine as it's solid foundation, they are very rare.  The marital relationship that has God at it's center, is the

 relationship that will last, because both parties have put their trust in the Divine to help them select the right person.  There are many people out there who would not agree that two people who are more compatible with each other have a much greater chance on staying together through thick and thin, building a deep love that lasts a lifetime.  Either you believe in the power of compatible zodiacs or you don't.  Although, not putting much stock in that fact before,  I never realized just how different being truly compatible feels;  it's like a difference of night and day.  When I met the man for me, a few years ago, nothing has been the same for me since then.  We just seemed to flow effortlessly.  When a relationship is not flowing easily, it just is not the right one. Love is not supposed to be hard.  Even being married twice,  I had never felt like this before.  Once he came into my life, no one else would ever be able to take his place.  If it cannot be him,  I will forever remain single.  My love for him, even though we are apart, has never changed.  I love him more today than I did yesterday, and I love him less than I will tomorrow.  That is how I know in my heart, our meeting was no accident; God had a plan in the works for us.  The timing was not right, but the person was the one God intended for me.

Since the day I first saw him, my heart wants him, and only him,  and that's just the way it is...

Sometimes in relationships, sharing the truth with each other can feel so difficult in certain situations, but things will ALWAYS be better for it.  I have told myself that for me to move forward, I would never again be scared of my partner,  to the point that I felt I had to do things on my own without any help.   I want my partner and I to be each other's peace, where we both feel safe and feel like home to each other.   Fearing each other is not ok. That's just not the way things are meant to be. Creating a sense of emotional safety where each one of us can feel comfortable being vulnerable and sharing our true selves is very important.  When partners feel they can communicate openly and honestly, it strengthens their bond and facilitates a deeper connection.  Honesty allows understanding each other's thoughts, feelings and needs, leading to better communication and problem solving in the relationship, to resolve conflicts in a healthier way.  This in turn, leads to greater intimacy.  It will give you a deeper understanding and appreciation of each other's perspectives.  All in all, it builds resilience in the relationship, and an ability to navigate difficult times together.

I am very excited for what is to come in our future.

It makes me very happy,  just thinking about it.  

If you are wishing for a more stable, loving relationship with someone more compatible with you, you can never go wrong by asking for God's guidance in His choice for you.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 85

Every day there seems to be something else happening.  Something else that makes you feel as though you are taking two steps backward.  For me, it is another water leak in this old trailer.  This trailer's days are numbered.  The whole floor, from one end to the other, is giving in and it is only a matter of time before I have to find another place to call home.  I go between emotional unrest and feelings of being on a mountaintop, all in the course of a single day.  I do my very best to stay focused on God's promises rather than any of the daily problems or issues that can arise out of nowhere.  When you keep your focus on God, and hold the faith, it makes all the other things you have to deal with, shrink in comparison.

Life's trials are all part of the human experience for a reason.  We navigate them, gain strength from them and then experience growth spiritually.  We cannot control everything that happens to us but what we can control is how we respond to these things.  You may know someone who never really seems to experience bad things in their life.  I have  known a few, but I promise you things are not as they seem to be, from the outside looking in.  No one, absolutely no one, is immune to having problems in their life; we all face storms.  These storms teach us what we are made of.  

We all have the ability to draw upon our inner resources, determination, willpower and our self-confidence to face adversity.

Finding faith in the dark involves trusting in the Divine even when things are unclear or difficult.  Faith does see best in the unseen, allowing one to find hope and strength, even in the absence of visible light. 

We must all strive to be the bringers of the light in that we

encourage others and illuminate the needed knowledge to coax each soul's light from the darkness engulfing it.  We, then, all become a source of hope and optimism for others searching for their soul's enlightenment.

We will come to grips to understand, eventually, the name, 'Lucifer', means LIGHT BEARER.  We have been taught that the entity we refer to as Lucifer is evil.  Awaken and know the truth!!  If Lucifer is evil, why does that name mean 'LIGHT BEARER?  

We have been lied to our entire life!

AWAKENING IS TO KNOW THE TRUTH...

Do what they fear...become awake to what is actual truth.

The truth will be overwhelmingly opposite of what we were taught.

You will see...

You will know...

You will then break free...

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 84

The magnitude of dishonesty and fraudulent conduct by those in power today, will astound even the most dishonest, themselves.

Corruption by someone in a position of authority using their power for personal gain or to benefit others, manifests in various forms such as bribery, extortion or misuse of information and funds. The actions of a person which are intentionally wrong, can be devastating, deceptive and often illegal.  The misuse of entrusted authority to gain advantage for oneself or others, is a terrible abuse of  power.  The motivation is often to benefit a select group, even though it harms the public or others.

There seems to me to be so many instances of embezzlement within our local government or businesses, that it is unreal.  There is terrible misuse of public funds happening, for personal gain or to help benefit family or friends.  When a person in a position of authority offers or accepts money, gifts or other things of value in exchange for an official action, such as speeding up red tape on paperwork or swaying a vote, it is all a travesty.  Failing to comply with declaring a conflict of interest seems to be something that is done on a daily basis.  There are police officers out there who speed up gun licensing permits for cash and gifts.  Alderman may have control over development projects in their ward, which have been linked with bribery and extortion practices.  Local officials are being influenced by campaign contributions in many cases.  When will it all stop?

And this is just local government issues.  You can only imagine just how bad it truly is in big government.  We have gotten so far away from the way our government was meant to be, it's not funny.  Where our constitution put the power in the hands of the people, the government we have been under for a long time now, has taken our rights away, one by one, until they have control over every single aspect of our lives, and the scariest part is that it was done so subtly, no one even realized it as it was happening.  When the top federal agency responsible for investigating and prosecuting public corruption cases has as much corruption inside their agency as they did, wonder what that says about the rest of the federal government; the ones we have entrusted with our tax dollars.  My greatest wish is for all to wake up to the truth, and truly understand  the magnitude of just how much our president loves the American people and how very hard he is working to bring America back to its former glory, despite how far it had fallen during the last few years at the hands of the ones who wanted so badly to destroy it.

My heart is excited for America's future, the future of our children and our children's children.  What is happening now behind the scenes of this movie that is in the final act, is at it's core, all about saving the children, which have been under attack for a very very long time.  These horrible truths will start to snowball very soon.  Take to heart, every day, all the arrests being made for human trafficking.  It's going to be much, much worse in the days to come.

Pray for our president, give God gratitude for sending us this man and most importantly,  pray for all the children.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 83

I want to leave a lasting imprint on the world.  To leave a strong and lasting effect on people, on places, the entire world.  It's about leaving a positive legacy, through your words, your actions and even the way you make others feel.  You can leave an imprint in someone's life through even the shortest of interactions; something that will continue to affect them long after you are gone. By helping others, being kind and showing compassion,  you can work towards positive change, which most definitely will leave a lasting impression.

Sharing your wisdom is something which could be very inspiring.  No matter where you find yourself in life, you can start to change the world through having a loving attitude and not sending out negativity.  A person's negative attitude has also got a lasting impression, but instead of sending out good vibes you change the mood of people through ill will.  If you have ever noticed someone being unfriendly or cold, how does that immediately make you feel?  

Always be your most authentic self...always.  Your character leaves a mark.   Always strive to be mindful of how you interact with others.  It can start a chain reaction.

Have you ever visited a church to find the people unfriendly or cold to you?  When not a single person comes forward to greet you, how do you suppose that comes across?  I can tell you, not very well; it feels like you are not welcome there. You, as a person looking for a church home, would immediately draw a conclusion about the church as a whole and probably never return.  

I want to inspire others and help them learn and grow, whether in my personal life or my professional one.

Striving to leave a lasting legacy, well, that's what will give my life meaning;  creating a purpose to make my mark and a lasting difference in the world.  By doing this, each one of us can start a ripple effect of positivity.  Sometimes, I know we feel that the little we could do, could never make a difference...oh, but it does!

There is no footprint too small to leave an impression on this world.

All activities of the human condition such as the birth of a baby, a marriage, illnesses or the death of a loved one all affect the emotions; emotional life lessons within our lives.  All of these, no matter how painful, are God's imprint on this world, to help cause growth and for us to become stronger as humans; The way of the universe to build resilience in us.

"Being human is a condition that requires a little anesthesia" is a quote by Freddie Mercury from the movie, "Bohemian Rhapsody."  It, of course, is a metaphorical expression and not a medical statement.  It suggests that the struggles,  challenges and pain of being human requires some form of coping mechanism to make life more bearable.  Sweet friends, I tell you, that is why each of us need to develop a close relationship with the One who loves us and brings us safely through all the hardships.  Whether you personally feel Him in your heart, or not, you can trust that He never leaves you;  He is always there.  You have only to acknowledge His presence.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 82

I have been needing to rest more.  For the first time in a very long time, I had to take a nap yesterday afternoon.  Something is really pulling on my energy.  Today, I took a very nice walk.  I put my chihuahua in his carrier, lifted it across my shoulder, and away we went.  I do believe that little dog enjoys it as much as I do.  The last few days have been absolutely perfect for spending time outdoors.  I am in much more of a movement mode than I had been.

I am feeling extremely creative.

We all have creation power within us.  We are in complete control of our lives, no one else.  You are the one who can determine where you end up; only you.  I am in alignment with the Divine.  I am strong and I am in flow.  I am full of light and energy.  I am powerful and strong.  I love the person I have become after purging my shadow self.

We must believe in ourselves.

Everything I desire comes to me.

My manifestations are becoming my reality.  I am a money magnet.  I don't work for money, money works for me in my new reality.

I have forgiven myself for all the many mistakes I have made in the past, and I will move ahead with complete confidence.  I will embrace my passions and creative potential.  I am safe and secure in the knowing that my abilities will take me far into a very bright future.  I will offer my gifts to the world with a great confidence that I am where I am supposed to be.  I will take great joy in my work and hold nothing back;  press on against all odds until my goal is met.

In this world, I will speak my truth or stand in silence.

We are radiant beings of light who can become perfectly aligned with the infinite source of the universe.  Once you realize this, you will accept this blessing and work with healing your inner shadows.   Delighting in the Lord is to enjoy all the blessings found in Him.  Not merely because it is to our benefit, but because it comes directly from Him.  God tells us to delight in Him and He will give us the desires of our hearts.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 81

Today has been a beautiful day outside.  There is something very healing about it for me.  It lifts my spirits when I am feeling a little blue. God has created such beauty for us.  I feel very greatful for this beauty all around me and all His many many blessings that we so easily take for granted.  My little granddaughter has been admitted to the hospital.  Her illness that we had hoped would be behind her has worsened and they now have her on 3 strong antibiotics for pneumonia and also walking pneumonia.  Her fever still has not broken.  I know my daughter is beside herself, just as we all are. I praise God for her healing.  Life is so precious.

How many times have you wondered to yourself if you are too broken to be put back together.  You may be facing hardships and wondering how God could still have a plan for your life.  

What about your loved ones or others in the world around you?

There is so much brokenness, that it can feel like anything you do to help is just a drop in the ocean.  Does brokenness have a purpose?  Can God turn our brokenness into something beautiful?  

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted...

Psalms 34:18 says:

"The Lord Is Close To The Brokenhearted And Saves Those Who Are Crushed In Spirit."

He extends compassion and love to us even we are absolutely crushed; never with judgement and always with kindness.  The  kindness that heals.

In our weakness, He is strong.

He says:

"My Grace Is Sufficient For You, 

For My Power Is Made Perfect In Weakness."

As humans, we want to alleviate suffering.  We want to rescue and remove the source of the pain,  but God's strength is made perfect in that weakness, not in spite of it,  but because of it.

God regularly uses broken people to display His love and goodness.  There are reasons for our trials and tribulations.  If these circumstances did not exist, by avoiding the brokenness, we would be missing an opportunity for God's love to shine through our lives.

So, the next time you are experiencing brokenness in your life, remember God's love and the reasons behind that brokenness.  We are learning to become more like the Divine as we journey through life in our love for others.  There are no two people who have the identical lessons to learn.  LOVING OTHERS IS THE REASON WE EXIST... We become a vessel for God's love to shine through. 

 We must bring all our broken pieces and allow Him to create something of higher value.

 If God has transformed your life and turned all your broken pieces into a beautiful masterpiece, you will know that that is something you cannot put a price on.

Brokenness gives us a heart of repentence.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 80

I feel as though I am moving in slow motion.  Like I am watching my life from the outside looking in.  Is anyone else feeling this way right now?  I feel like I am in a time warp or something...I am fairly certain it has to do with the changes our planet is experiencing right now.  I have to say, it is one of the strangest feelings I have ever had.  I did make it today without a headache and I am extremely greatful for that.

I had to stay an extra day with my sweet granddaughter.  She is having a difficult time right now, so if you would 't mind, keep her in your prayers.  Her name is Allie, and yesterday evening after getting home from work, my daughter took her to the emergency room.

Her heart rate was elevated and she was running a high fever.

Being sick is no fun for anyone, but it is even harder to see a child that sick.  They found she has pneumonia.  They started medicine for her right away.

Thankfully, they said my daughter had caught it early and that was certainly some good news.  This seems to be a much stronger strain of flu than what typically takes a toll this time of year.  

I have always enjoyed my alone time, but here lately, I have yearned for just getting out more.  I have been without a car for many months now.  It really makes it hard not being able to just get in my car and go.  When I would be feeling down, I used to go to Sonic and get a sonic  blast.  I really got hooked on those things.  Since I am paying better attention to what I eat now, it would not be a good thing to be getting that wonderful ice cream fix just anytime I felt like it.

I find myself feeling so alone.  At times it feels like this lonliness will go on forever.  I try hard, very hard, to remember that it is not me alone going through this stage of stillness, but others as well.  It is in these times of stillness, that our Heavenly Father does the most wonderful work within our lives.

When I sit in stillness, it quiets my mind and body allowing me introspection and self reflection.

I do a tremendous amount of growing spiritually, within these quiet times.  It cultivates a much deeper sense of awareness and clarity.  Stillness is  a powerful tool in helping you understand your emotions and motivations.  It keeps me present in the moment and I can  more easily recognize subtle details within my life.  I can focus on calming the constant flow of thoughts I have.

I can become much more appreciative of the beauty of my everyday life; in the present, with no judgement.  

God tells us, "Be still, and know that I am God."  Stillness is a physical, mental and emotional spiritual awareness giving a person the ability to here the gentle voice of God.  Our Heavenly Father will, from my own experience, come as close to you as you will allow Him to.

I could not have made it through these last few years if not for the love and patience of Him in my life.  When it comes to that spiritual stillness and the balancing of our everyday lives, our spiritual priorities will bring us ever closer to that deep relationship with Him that our heart definitely needs.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 79

For two days now, I have started my morning off with a bad headache.  It could be an ascension symptom or the change in the weather, probably both.  It's just not a fun way to start a new day.  I want to be able to go to bed and be finished with screen time;  just put on my app and listen to the sound of rain or a thunderstorm.  So far, though, it has not been that way for me.  I tend to binge watch Tiktok, or listen to YouTube cryptid stories before going to sleep.  Atleast until I get so sleepy, I can finally break my mind away from the thoughts of my special person.  I miss him so much it hurts.  I have deep trust in my future with this man.  He is everything I have ever wanted.  It is so hard not having him with me yet.  God's timing, however,  is always perfect and the very best for our highest good, so I will trust in His promises; we are not to lean on our own understanding. Being human, I feel so inpatient at times and I know my divine masculine is feeling the same way.  We are twin flames, soulmates who have an unbreakable, unshakable spiritual bond.  God created us this way.   We both know, and feel our reunion is near. He is here, in my energy, I can feel him, even though we are not together in the physical just yet.  We communicate very strongly through music.  When we were together, we listened to our favorite music together and it was magical.

I can feel his unconditional love for me within my heart and I know, without a doubt, he can feel it too, vibrating from my heart chakra back to him.  It is simply amazing how the very songs I need to hear, magically show up on my Tiktoc fyp.

I had to end up taking something to get rid of this headache.

I have come to my daughters house for the night, so that I can watch after my granddaughter who is out of school with the flu.

I am the only one left who can watch her tomorrow.  My daughter is a nurse and cannot miss work right now.  All I can do is have faith I will not get it.

Walk in faith and not by sight, God tells us,  as stated in 2 Corinthians 5:7.

Trust, and keep moving forward, even when you can't see the outcome.

I lay here on my daughter's sofa, thinking about so many things.

I think about how far I have come in the last few years, and how I am not the same person.

Yesterday's hardships have all  come to an end, finally.  I have only the promise of the very brightest of futures, that I am fixing to step into.  A future that I have manifested for myself through my heart's desires; a life  I have dreamed of living, in my true purpose.

I am 66 years old now and still have never been loved correctly. I have surpassed many hard lessons in my life. When I think about what is coming into my life, right around the corner, it takes my breath away.  Divine masculine and I, divine feminine, will have the kind of love between us, that

only God ordains.  A relationship, truly created in the heavenly realm and one that completely holds the essence of divinely orchestrated unconditional love.

A love that comes directly from God... 

Our love will shine as though a million diamonds.  

We both have been remade from within;  very different people who truly love as our God loves.  We will work as a team to transform the lives of many people, part of our Divine purpose since birth;

by God's Holy design.

I had a very close friend of mine to pass away this week.  She was one of the most special people I had ever had the privilege to know.  I am a strong empath, and even though I loved her dearly, I felt I did not have the energy it takes for me to be in a funeral home setting. I take on all the energy of the entire crowd I am in the midst of.   I know in my heart, my friend would certainly have understood.  I now have to watch closely the circumstances and how I give my energy away.  

I have to pace myself, because I get very weak and drained at times.  Certain situations will put me in a state where lots more rest is needed.  I also have been experiencing alot more ascension symptoms recently.  I have been experiencing weakness, being extra tired, headaches, nausea and even fainting at times.  I have been getting dehydrated very quickly as well.  

I will call it a night and speak to you again soon.

May You All Be Blessed.

Love and Light,

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 78

Your life is not random.  Nothing occurs without a purpose for it happening.  This is a true statement that has, very often, been ignored.  I would say there are a good many people in this world who do not agree with me.  At the point of my life I find myself, I know this to be a truly enlightening piece of information within my journey. When you finally understand that everything happens for a definite reason, your life will start becoming much more clear to you.  You will gain an understanding that your life is a gift; a magical journey and not something you were thrown into against your will to fight for survival.  People will always have to go through trials and tribulations in life; we cannot always control what happens to us.  Our greatest accomplishments are not in never failing, but in rising again every time we fall.  Pain is a great teacher.  Pain teaches more than pleasure, failure teaches more than success,  poverty teaches more than prosperity and adversity more than comfort.  You will not be able to control everything that happens to you, but you can control how you respond to it.    It's life's problems we face that really tests us and manuevering through those times is what shapes our character.  All pressures and challenges are opportunities to rise.

When you do not know your own worthiness, you can find yourself beat down by your circumstances.  Always believe in your ability to persevere. Dig deep to conquer your fears.  Never let the hurtful words of others bring you down.  There's always going to be negative people around from time to time.  It is possible to stand in your power against that negativity and resist it.  Spiritually, every single trial we come up against is seen as an opportunity for purification and learning a lesson we needed.

Many times, what our human self seems to see as just a bitter trial, can actually be, in reality, a blessing in disguise.  Reach deeply within yourself for that strong, resilient person that God intends for you to be.

"OUT OF THE DARKNESS" POST 77

Send the vibration of love out into the universe, and the love you desire will come back to you.  You mirror whatever you have inside yourself.  If your heart holds love, you will magnetize love back, if hatred is what you have inside, that is what is returned to you.  It is really quite a simple and truthful concept.  It is possible to speak your desire for love into existence, however, you will get back exactly what it is you put out into the cosmos.  If you desire a deep unconditional love, you have to align with the vibration of that love.

Love is a guiding light in this world.  Shine your love brightly out into the universe and you will receive it back from the universe.

First, you must do inner work to radiate self love.  You will then invite a love that compliments and enhances your being.  Love is the reason we exist and that love is a spiritual journey for each of us.  A learning experience made up of memories and circumstances.  We must learn to love without letting the results of our circumstances turn into bitterness within our hearts.  We accept the lessons and keep moving forward.  It is human nature to want to hurt someone who has hurt us, but WE MUST LEARN TO RISE ABOVE THAT REACTION.  We are a magnet to whatever we hold in our own heart.  Thats why people attract the wrong kind of relationships at times.  You must learn that you are worthy of something better; more stable, more loving.